(This text copied from my main domain/website at www.jbhfile.com)
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Finally, a few more words on the FBI, after denying me access to the requested data, having what's termed "the burden of proof." Stated plainly, if a federal agency denies a citizen access to requested data regarding a current or past investigation, that agency must legally prove it had the right to withhold the data!
For this purpose, the FOIPA Act includes 9 exemptions via which any federal agency can deny a citizen access to investigation data. In the case of my investigation, the only real applicable exemption would be the one that states that an agency can deny data if the agency feels that provision of such data would prevent them from bringing charges against an individual.
If indeed this is the exemption being employed, then the FBI is legally bound to bring charges against me, simply to justify the withholding of data, whether I've committed a crime or not!
Generally, however, the agencies must cite an exemption when responding to any given FOIPA request; this has not been the case with my requests. I have simply received word from the agencies that no records have shown in response to their search.
Also, it should be noted that the FBI, (as stated ad nausem to me in their replies) is not obligated to keep investigation information as records in the FOIPA system; in other words, that, at their discretion, they can employ a 'do not file' policy on their record keeping insofar as inclusion of data in the FOIPA records database is concerned.
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for more reading, see the "Investigations Objectives" section at jbhfile.com
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this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website, http://www.jbhfile.com/; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see http://www.jbhfile.com/ for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.
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jbh.
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Saturday, December 22, 2007
Thursday, December 13, 2007
Preporn from the Ether
Occasionally I get emails from visitors to jbhfile.com (my main domain).
The vast majority of these emails are trivial at best and some are worth reading.
Anyway ... a week ago or so, a person emailed me one of the more interesting sort of 'heads up' emails I've received.
The fellow who emailed explained that he had found my site (jbhfile.com) upon doing some cursory searches related to psychology ... he then went on to explain that, like myself, he also had a background in computing and the late 80's hacking scene (HoWL BBS was a hack board).
The reason he was emailing me was to let me know that when he performed a google search on 'Howl BBS,' he found among the resulting links a particular URL which led to a child pornography website; this site, as indicated by it's URL, seemed to cater to those seeking "preporn" content, as in "pre-teen porn," a popular descriptor for certain types of pornographic content which caters to those wanting to see children in sexually explicit circumstances.
Anyway ... the ramifications of this fellows email are several ... and I'll discuss those possibilities after first listing the actual email received on 12/2/07.
Here is the text of the email; I've changed a few characters in the provided link to make it inoperative as a hyperlink:
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Hello Joel,
I came across your blog after doing a google search looking for information on psychology and happened to see the term "Gangstalking"and looked at that specifically. Read one of your pages and began to read your whole site, mostly I admit because I also was involved in the BBS/Hacking/Phreaking scene in the 80's, ran a couple of BBS's in Seattle and was friends/acquaintances with a couple "hackers" from Texas. I also had a friend from the hacking community from the 80's had some interesting incidences with some government peeps but I blew it off as paranoid fantasies.
Anyway, I wanted to just let you know, when I did a search of your "Howl BBS" on Google I found this at the last site listed:
http://y0urpreporn.c0m/articles/bbs_child_top_dark_collections.html
Thought you might want to know about this. Not cool. When it loaded the first time it displayed some fairly disturbing images. Needless to say, I have not downloaded any of the content that is on there. Sorry to hear about your situation.
xxxx/xxxx (name removed)
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So according to this fellow, when he entered "Howl BBS" into google, among those results returned, there just so happened to be a link to a child porn website.
Pretty intriguing, eh?
I thought so too.
Anyway ... here's a link to the google results when searching on "Howl BBS": RESULTS
I would suggest NOT clicking on any of the resulting links ...
It seems upon a current inspection of those links provided via the google search, there's now another item listed mentioning "lolita" and "preteen bbs" (these being new additions to the results since checking a couple weeks ago); again, these are typical and often occurring terms used to describe child pornography.
Why are these things interesting?
This is of particular interest (and possible connection to the operations against myself) because supposed inclinations towards pedophilia (or sexual deviance in general) on my part have been the NUMBER ONE tool used in the various and past neighborhood rumor campaigns which have been utilized to disastrous effect in my past home locations.
Without a doubt, and according to testimony from trusted and long term friends of mine (even ex-girlfriends), at a certain point around the 2002 time frame ... those agencies (local and federal) who are running the ongoing investigation of myself, did in fact take it upon themselves to seed communities with the claim that I was a consumer of child pornography ...
I mean, at a certain point ... I was followed around everywhere ... to coffee houses, clubs ... around my house and neighborhood ... it was classic gangstalking and, at the time anyway, it worked very well to unsettle me.
But overall, the point was/is, ... sex sells ... and if your goal is to separate a subject from any social and professional opportunities, then pound for pound ... there's nothing better or more effective than whipping up a community frenzy around sexual predation and child porn.
It's better than C-4 in terms of resulting fallout and uproar ... :-)
Anyway ... back to the guys email and what it could mean.
So How to Take the Guy's Email?
There's several different takes on why the fellow emailed me, some benign and some very very possibly malignant (to use disease terms). Which interpretation to treat as fact/truth is anybodies guess ...
I, for one, am happy to have received the information; I found it quite interesting.
But then again, had I chosen to click on any of the provided links, then the very real-world possibilities afforded by law could have been very surprising.
But here I go jumping the gun ...
Anyway ... the most likely and desirable explanation is that this really was, simply, a fellow personally concerned with what he found via Google search and he just wanted me to know.
The more dangerous/malignant explanation is that it could have been a bait operation to entice me to simply click one time on the provided links.
US and European Law Regarding Child Pornography
My own circumstances not withstanding ... the problem of child pornographic content on the internet truly has become a troubling thing.
It's all over the news every night and, despite my own experiences, I have to believe that the vast majority of cases are true; I mean, not everyone who is being hauled in by the feds for child pornography charges are being set up; I'd wager most are authentic. Otherwise ... you'd see a whole hell of a lot more sites like jbhfile.com on the internet.
Under current US and European law, the mere act of simply clicking ONE TIME on a site related to the distribution and display of child pornographic content is, legally enough reason for authorities to serve with a warrant.
Just consider this commentary from an article discussing the case involving Pete Townsend (of The Who fame):
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This being a a perfect sort of event to get the ball rolling towards the realization of the investigations very much publicly discussed objectives regarding my personal future.
Anyway ...
Needless to say ... I did NOT click on any of the links ...
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this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website, http://www.jbhfile.com/; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see http://www.jbhfile.com/ for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.
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jbh.
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The vast majority of these emails are trivial at best and some are worth reading.
Anyway ... a week ago or so, a person emailed me one of the more interesting sort of 'heads up' emails I've received.The fellow who emailed explained that he had found my site (jbhfile.com) upon doing some cursory searches related to psychology ... he then went on to explain that, like myself, he also had a background in computing and the late 80's hacking scene (HoWL BBS was a hack board).
The reason he was emailing me was to let me know that when he performed a google search on 'Howl BBS,' he found among the resulting links a particular URL which led to a child pornography website; this site, as indicated by it's URL, seemed to cater to those seeking "preporn" content, as in "pre-teen porn," a popular descriptor for certain types of pornographic content which caters to those wanting to see children in sexually explicit circumstances.
Anyway ... the ramifications of this fellows email are several ... and I'll discuss those possibilities after first listing the actual email received on 12/2/07.
Here is the text of the email; I've changed a few characters in the provided link to make it inoperative as a hyperlink:
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Hello Joel,
I came across your blog after doing a google search looking for information on psychology and happened to see the term "Gangstalking"and looked at that specifically. Read one of your pages and began to read your whole site, mostly I admit because I also was involved in the BBS/Hacking/Phreaking scene in the 80's, ran a couple of BBS's in Seattle and was friends/acquaintances with a couple "hackers" from Texas. I also had a friend from the hacking community from the 80's had some interesting incidences with some government peeps but I blew it off as paranoid fantasies.
Anyway, I wanted to just let you know, when I did a search of your "Howl BBS" on Google I found this at the last site listed:
http://y0urpreporn.c0m/articles/bbs_child_top_dark_collections.html
Thought you might want to know about this. Not cool. When it loaded the first time it displayed some fairly disturbing images. Needless to say, I have not downloaded any of the content that is on there. Sorry to hear about your situation.
xxxx/xxxx (name removed)
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So according to this fellow, when he entered "Howl BBS" into google, among those results returned, there just so happened to be a link to a child porn website.
Pretty intriguing, eh?
I thought so too.
Anyway ... here's a link to the google results when searching on "Howl BBS": RESULTS
I would suggest NOT clicking on any of the resulting links ...
It seems upon a current inspection of those links provided via the google search, there's now another item listed mentioning "lolita" and "preteen bbs" (these being new additions to the results since checking a couple weeks ago); again, these are typical and often occurring terms used to describe child pornography.
Why are these things interesting?
This is of particular interest (and possible connection to the operations against myself) because supposed inclinations towards pedophilia (or sexual deviance in general) on my part have been the NUMBER ONE tool used in the various and past neighborhood rumor campaigns which have been utilized to disastrous effect in my past home locations.
Without a doubt, and according to testimony from trusted and long term friends of mine (even ex-girlfriends), at a certain point around the 2002 time frame ... those agencies (local and federal) who are running the ongoing investigation of myself, did in fact take it upon themselves to seed communities with the claim that I was a consumer of child pornography ...
I mean, at a certain point ... I was followed around everywhere ... to coffee houses, clubs ... around my house and neighborhood ... it was classic gangstalking and, at the time anyway, it worked very well to unsettle me.
But overall, the point was/is, ... sex sells ... and if your goal is to separate a subject from any social and professional opportunities, then pound for pound ... there's nothing better or more effective than whipping up a community frenzy around sexual predation and child porn.
It's better than C-4 in terms of resulting fallout and uproar ... :-)
Anyway ... back to the guys email and what it could mean.
So How to Take the Guy's Email?
There's several different takes on why the fellow emailed me, some benign and some very very possibly malignant (to use disease terms). Which interpretation to treat as fact/truth is anybodies guess ...
I, for one, am happy to have received the information; I found it quite interesting.
But then again, had I chosen to click on any of the provided links, then the very real-world possibilities afforded by law could have been very surprising.
But here I go jumping the gun ...
Anyway ... the most likely and desirable explanation is that this really was, simply, a fellow personally concerned with what he found via Google search and he just wanted me to know.
The more dangerous/malignant explanation is that it could have been a bait operation to entice me to simply click one time on the provided links.
US and European Law Regarding Child Pornography
My own circumstances not withstanding ... the problem of child pornographic content on the internet truly has become a troubling thing.
It's all over the news every night and, despite my own experiences, I have to believe that the vast majority of cases are true; I mean, not everyone who is being hauled in by the feds for child pornography charges are being set up; I'd wager most are authentic. Otherwise ... you'd see a whole hell of a lot more sites like jbhfile.com on the internet.
Under current US and European law, the mere act of simply clicking ONE TIME on a site related to the distribution and display of child pornographic content is, legally enough reason for authorities to serve with a warrant.
Just consider this commentary from an article discussing the case involving Pete Townsend (of The Who fame):
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"Even so much as clicking on a Web site featuring child pornography could result in a jail sentence of up to five years in the United Kingdom.
And if you host a Web site or forward an e-mail containing images of children -- who are or seem to be under the age of 16 -- being abused, you could face imprisonment of up to 10 years.
If you receive and view an unsolicited e-mail -- or spam -- of offensive material and immediately delete it, then that counts as a reasonable explanation, according to Peter Robbins, chief executive of Web campaigners, Internet Watch Foundation (IWF)."
Full article: HERE!
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Point being, United States law is no less lenient.
This being a a perfect sort of event to get the ball rolling towards the realization of the investigations very much publicly discussed objectives regarding my personal future.
Anyway ...
Needless to say ... I did NOT click on any of the links ...
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this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website, http://www.jbhfile.com/; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see http://www.jbhfile.com/ for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.
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jbh.
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Sunday, December 2, 2007
From Russia with love....
I found an interesting article today about some rather gross abuses of psychiatry in Russia ...
Namely ... the creating of symptoms in otherwise symptom less subjects ... this being done for one political or personal reason or the other.
I couldn't help but be reminded of when, some five years ago or so, certain members of my local community saw fit to dose yours truly with a near fatal amount of PCP in the hopes of arguing for my own institutionalization and medication ...
Such hopes on the part of certain members of the local community still remain, BTW ... even though I've managed to gain a bit of momentum in publicizing my circumstances.
Anyway ...
Here's a bit of the article followed by a link to it in it's entirety:
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"Naked and with her hands and feet bound to the corners of a metal bed covered by a rubber incontinence sheet, Larisa Arap eyed with quiet defiance the doctors who wanted to declare her mad.
from, "Labelled mad for daring to criticize the Kremlin"
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Fun stuff ... eh?
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this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website, http://www.jbhfile.com/; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see http://www.jbhfile.com/ for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.
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jbh.
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Namely ... the creating of symptoms in otherwise symptom less subjects ... this being done for one political or personal reason or the other.
I couldn't help but be reminded of when, some five years ago or so, certain members of my local community saw fit to dose yours truly with a near fatal amount of PCP in the hopes of arguing for my own institutionalization and medication ...
Such hopes on the part of certain members of the local community still remain, BTW ... even though I've managed to gain a bit of momentum in publicizing my circumstances.
Anyway ...
Here's a bit of the article followed by a link to it in it's entirety:
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"Naked and with her hands and feet bound to the corners of a metal bed covered by a rubber incontinence sheet, Larisa Arap eyed with quiet defiance the doctors who wanted to declare her mad.
It was a futile gesture. The men in white coats standing over her were bitter adversaries.
Enraged by the allegations that she had levelled against them, they also knew that, as an open Kremlin critic, the state would do little to help her.
A needle sank into her arm. Over the coming weeks, as the treatment took its effect, Mrs Arap would become everything the doctors declared her to be: her head lolled to one side, her tongue hung out of her mouth and her face went slack."
...from, "Labelled mad for daring to criticize the Kremlin"
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Fun stuff ... eh?
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this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website, http://www.jbhfile.com/; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see http://www.jbhfile.com/ for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.
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jbh.
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Sunday, November 18, 2007
How it all began...
Below find posted some quoted text from my main website www.jbhfile.com.
This is the most important published statement related to my ongoing efforts to prove the existence of an investigation of myself as it absolutely describes the circumstances under which the noticeable attention to myself began.
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(the following text is copied from my main website and specifically under the section titled, "The Investigation")
Introductions
My time at the bank is ground zero, so to speak, for everything that has happened to me since late 1998.
For more reading on my efforts, please see my main website/domain at http://www.jbhfile.com
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this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website, http://www.jbhfile.com/; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see http://www.jbhfile.com/ for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.
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jbh.
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This is the most important published statement related to my ongoing efforts to prove the existence of an investigation of myself as it absolutely describes the circumstances under which the noticeable attention to myself began.
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(the following text is copied from my main website and specifically under the section titled, "The Investigation")
Introductions
My time at the bank is ground zero, so to speak, for everything that has happened to me since late 1998.
Without exception, my awareness of being the subject of what I now know to be a federal investigation, began just after a successful legal battle with the FDIC wherein I had to very publically and directly defend my right to work at a very large international financial institution.
This was also the period within which I first began to fall victim to the gang stalking and overt harassment operations which I experienced so frequently in my work and other social environments.
This bit of text, though winded, will be referred back to again and again throughout the rest of this site.
Keep in mind, the bank experience, seemingly, was simply the catapult into the circumstances wherein I began to be stalked and survielled, at least in a noticeable manner; the investigation itself, however, the claims it makes against me, especially involving computer crime, goes back all the way to the late 1980's.
The Bank and FDIC
In late 1998 I was, quite unexpectedly, escorted by uniformed security personnel off the property of the Houston headquarters of the largest (then and now) bank on the planet; this bank, at the time, just so happened to be my full time employer and had been for over a year prior to the date of "the incident."
I was 31 years old and had worked a year previous, on site, in a contract role as the main administrator, designer and coordinator for an international intranet system for the treasury department of this financial institution; I was, at the time of the expulsion, neck deep in rather complex software and interface projects.
"The incident," as I call it, was nothing more than my going through the HR full time hire process, including a full background check.
My immediate boss, for nearly a year, had been urging me to hire on as a full time employee (FTE) but I had always been reluctant; the ultra corporate, three piece suit culture really wasn't my thing. Professionally, I had always leaned more so towards design firms and other artistically directed environments.
Anyway, in late 1998, having completed some very successful projects in my intranet management position, and actually very much coming to enjoy the work, I succumbed to my co-workers constant proddings and accepted a full time offer from the bank.
It was during what I thought would be a rather innocuous Human Resources meeting, to discuss background, criminal history, etc., that the proverbial ca-ca hit the fan.
One of the questions on the FTE interview form was, "Have you ever been convicted of a felony?"
I answered no, but also made a note for a verbal qualification as I did have a transgression on my record, from when I was 17 years old and for which I was never convicted of any crime; I was sure this incident would turn up in any public record background check and so I simply mentioned it.
As it turns out, upon hearing that I had a felony charge on my record, albeit without any subsequent conviction, HR immediately had a genuine grade-A freak out, called security and had me escorted from the building!
A felony charge. When I was 17 years old. A charge I was never convicted of.
After that day, I had to work from my home office; I was on order to not come within 50ft of the bank premises without express verbal consent of my immediate supervisors.
After several meetings with my immediate supervisors and HR, I was informed there was a legal appeal process I could pursue in order to argue for my rights to work at the bank. This involved a rather elaborate process of letter writing, references and finger printing by bank security, all of which was then mailed to New York for review by the FDIC.
My immediate supervisors urged me to begin this process, as we all were concerned for both my own well being and the state of the many projects that we had in motion; after little deliberation, I decided to go ahead start the appeal process.
We did the necessary paperwork with Human Resources, did the fingerprinting, and then sent the appeal to New York for FDIC processing.
We waited for a response …
And invariably, from the first appeal set mailed, ... on through the second ... the third ... and so on ... the response from the FDIC was always the same: we had filled out a form wrong; we had placed a fingerprint to close to a border; we had not crossed a 'T' or dotted some 'I.'
In truth, each and every correspondence was prepared perfectly, both by myself and by the bank security personnel working on the case. This went on for almost six months.
The message from New York was very clear: someone in the FDIC or the upper echelons of this mammoth global financial institution, did not want me working at this bank.
Needless to say, we did not digress in our efforts; upon each return notice from the FDIC that we had done something wrong with the submission process, we repeated the fingerprinting, repeated the letters and, overall, repeated the submission of the appeal, exactly as we had the previous times; this process was repeated over 3 times spanning a period of 5 to 6 months.
All the while, I was working from a home office; the few times I did have to occasionally meet with bank staff or HR, I had to schedule an official meeting with official clearance to approach the bank property.
And then, ...
Finally ...
After doing everything in their power to let me know their true preference was that I simply disappear and quit trying to work in a place I obviously didn't belong, the FDIC replied, doing the only legal thing they could do: they informed me in writing that I could hire on to this bank as a full time, payrolled, employee.
We won the appeal, not because of any tricky maneuvering or legal wrangling on our part, but because, in the end, what this institution was reacting to, in such a profusely paranoid fashion, was an incident which had happened when a 31 year old man was, basically, a child … and, even then, it was an event that had never resulted in any legal conviction; said plainly, the FDIC simply had no legal grounds upon which to bar me from employment with this institution.
Also, I was, by far, the best person in town for the job and I had my superiors and co-workers backing on this. So, upon receiving word of our victory, my boss invited me back to the office.
Surviellance Begins
It was only a week or so after my return that I began to notice the surveillance.
But, this was no ordinary surveillance.
What I began seeing around me, at work and even after work in my traditional Houston social haunts was blatant following and even what could be called visible harassing; frankly, I was being stalked.
I noticed obvious surveillance of myself by bank security while on-site at our offices; furthermore, I noticed similar surveillance by consistently the same individuals when I was away from the office, in and around the Houston coffee house and bar scene, of which I had long been a frequent attendee.
I'm saying that the surveillance was occurring when I was away from the office, even!
These same off-site persons would regularly do drive by's of my residence and, as I grew obviously more and more uncomfortable with my circumstances, would even wave or honk if they saw me looking.
It was blatant. It was relentless. And in retrospect I can say it was, by design, an effort to literally loose my mental hinges.
And frankly, it worked. And very well at that.
This attention, at work and off, grew to to such a degree that my discomfort and inability to make sense of what I was experiencing eventually culminated in what I now, some five years after, could only call a nervous breakdown of sorts.
Suffice it to say, a month or so after January 1st, 2000, I resigned from the bank.
However, after my resignation, the surveillance within my own neighborhood continued and even intensified.
Furthermore, I began to be witness to a number of regularly occurring social dramas that would be played out in any given of my usual public hang-outs that could only be called psychosocial dramatics, or 'street theatre,' dramas which were, without a doubt, targeting me and seemed designed to illicit even more nervous responses or symptoms.
I also began noticing within my house that various personal items had been tampered with, clothes moved or guitar strings unwound, little tidbits to very definitely let me know that others had been in my personal space.
At a point, certain of my long time friends began to occasionally (and even fearfully) confide in me things they had heard via rumor, rumors specifically regarding me, and especially my personal character regarding, of all things, sexual deviance and criminal actions in general! Also, these persons shared with me that rumors were being spread regarding an investigation of myself, and that certain of these friends should keep their distance from me.
Mind you, I have lived from birth in Houston and the personal friends and social circles that I have developed in that time are not skin deep; and so, I knew these persons were speaking the truth. Besides, I could see it all happening around me.
Breakdown
Suffice it to say, my distress at being stalked throughout every area of my traditional neighborhood eventually culminated in what could only be called a nervous breakdown and, following the direction of a certain acquaintance of mine, I found myself in a community shelter of sorts, until I could get my emotional state under control.
While there, I talked quite openly about what I had been witnessing and even elaborated on any and all personal routines and behaviors that I thought could possibly be the cause of such attention; needless to say, I quickly learned that to approach neighborhood officials/representatives and claim that you suspect, even know that you are being surveilled and seem to be under investigation, is an invitation to be quickly 'diagnosed,' as it's called, with some sort of paranoid disorder.
Therefore, after my initial freak out back in early 2000, I quickly realized that emotional reactions would get me nowhere in proving the existence of an investigation and so I began therewith to educate myself on my legal options insofar as requesting for proof of investigations from federal agencies.
Since early 2000, the investigation, as it's called, and the constant surveillance has continued; as well, it has been combined with an obvious and quite vicious slander and harassment campaign against myself.
Rumors regarding my conduct as a person and citizen have been spread throughout my traditional and long term social circles, making gross claims that I partake in a laundry list of deviant behaviours, from child pornography, to stalking, to drug/alcohol induced blackouts leading to wild bouts of unrecollectable neighborhood theft; anything, really, to create hysteria within any given community and to prevent me from building any real social foundations...
Any new social circles I might attempt to develop are quickly corrupted via slander or are infiltrated or even re-purposed into some role that serves the aim of the investigators...
My car has been burglarized four times in the past six years, once with written harassment messages left on the front seat...
My home(s) have been seeded with surveillance equipment...
I have been covertly drugged too many times to mention in this text; once even, overdosed on phencyclidine (PCP) to the point of being near death...
At a previous employer, my computer was infiltrated and rigged in such a way as to make me look as though I were hacking web sites...
Illicit and questionably legal pornographic magazines (teen porn, etc.) have been planted in my car...
And perhaps worst, any and all of my efforts to both expose the existence of an investigation of myself by any agency and as well, confront the claims made by such an investigation of myself and my behaviours, have been written off as the apparent manifestation of some mental illness such as paranoid schizophrenia or any other of a number of ridiculous (and seemingly inexhaustible) types of mental aberrations.
Long time friends and persons who shall remain nameless have expressed their concern to me regarding what they've heard via rumor; furthermore, other persons in my traditional and long-term social circles have, on conscience, shared with me, their knowledge of ongoing attempts to covertly drug and/or incriminate me; however, these same persons, through fear of retaliation or in some cases due to very real legal reasons, cannot and/or will not publicly back me (via testimony in a civil suit) in my efforts to gain information from the FBI.
What I've discovered is that certain local and federal agencies have had open investigations of myself, generally regarding computer crime, for many years prior to my employment at the bank, that because I had been involved in the local Houston BBS scene, especially those networks popular on the Hack and Phreak scenes, I was of especially keen interest to local and federal law enforcement.
Therefore, as my legal activities continue on a monthly basis, I have decided to use this site to track such processes; furthermore and just as important, the site exists to make public the assumptions made by the investigators regarding my person and behaviors and, as well, to make public the ongoing and at times harmful methods and tactics employed by the investigators and their accomplices in what could only be called an attempt to absolutely destroy my ability to have normal, unmolested social relations and opportunities.
That said, ... enjoy the read.
For more reading on my efforts, please see my main website/domain at http://www.jbhfile.com
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this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website, http://www.jbhfile.com/; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see http://www.jbhfile.com/ for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.
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jbh.
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Saturday, November 3, 2007
Recent Credit Card Usage
Earlier posted article republished to include scans of mentioned, latest online credit card usage:
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Today I arranged several purchases using a family members credit card.
This immediate family member occasionally lets me make online purchases with his credit card and I then reimburse him with cash.
In the past, there has been some questionable activity on his card around the same times I borrowed it ... and therefore I make this cursory post.
That said, this post is simply to make public the fact that, with permission, I have used his card to make online purchases which I am reimbursing him for.
Briefly, here's the actual AMEX report showing my allowed purchases back on 09/25/07:
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I'll post more later if necessary.
I've already informed the secretary at this family members business that I am going to print copies of the AMEX bills for the month in which I made the purchases.
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Also, for those interested, here's some more reading on the above mentioned past examples where a particular family members personal financial data has been either tampered with or used fraudulently:
1. Other Person's Money
2. Family and Credit Cards
3. Farm Secrets!
So ... regarding the investigations claims against me, and specifically regarding the event of some future attempt at incriminating me around the use of credit cards and the internet ... there really are only two explanations:
1. I'm either doing it and totally forgetting about it (NOT! But that's what they'd argue ... or that I was simply lieing).
2. Or someone associated with the investigation of myself, someone who wishes to fulfill the investigators goals of isolating me withing a home and work environment under their control, is to blame.
Fun, highly unlikely stuff, eh?
:-)
Cheers.
.jbh
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this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website, http://www.jbhfile.com/; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see http://www.jbhfile.com/ for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.
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jbh.
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Monday, October 22, 2007
Whackos coming out of the woodwork.
Recently, those few of you who read this blog might remember I discussed a certain friend of mine that is known by myself to be an informant to the investigation.
Here's a link to that blog entry and why I surmise this might be beneficial to the investigators: LINK
The jist of that article revolves around the fact that this friend was supposedly, and over some period of time, purporting to be experiencing similar experiences to those I make public in my main website, www.jbhfile.com: he claimed that he thought he was being survielled, said persons were harassing him, said he was having issues with 'questionable' pornography ... and on and on ...
Read the article linked above to better understand why I mention this fellow in my blog.
Lo and Behold! Here comes Another one!
Well, as of today, yet another basket case from my decades-ago 12 step social circles has now returned and guess what? He's claiming to be experiencing circumstances 'similar to mine!' And even worse, he claimed with much conviction that jesus sent him. (ACK!)
Anyway ...
It seems he contacted my father and was given my cel phone number and home phone. (I've since cursed my father for sharing my personal information with others) :-)
If a pattern is visible in the tactics of those behind the investigation, then it would only have to be one that seems bent on involving me with long dead social circles ... and specifically those that are either related to 12 step programs or even fucking worse, whacko christian types of persons/groups.
Anyway, this guy I used to know many many years ago suddenly locates me out of the blue last week and immediately begins explaining how he's sure the government is out to kill him and isn't sure how much longer he'll be around (death anxieties, etc.).
He claims that he's been waiting at a restaurant for 4 hours near an old residence of mine (which he supposed I still lived at) and that he's wanting to get together with me to discuss our mutually similar circumstances.
(oh god.)
Anyway, I kept it as cordial as possible while quite frankly informing him that I wanted nothing to do with any regular involvement with him and have basically cut off communication past that initial contact.
Now, he won't stop emailing.
I've never once in my life considered changing my phone numbers and email addresses ... but of late, the measure has crossed my mind.
Unique Nature of this Guy
Why is this interesting insofar as the contents of www.jbhfile.com is concerned?
As with the previously mentioned friend (another article) ... this guy is an old acquaintance from the Houston Alcoholics Anonymous scene, a social circle/set I became a member of just after graduating highschool some two decades ago ... and when I was in a serious fight to free myself from the clutches of a very real although admittedly adolescent drug addiction. You can read the full acount of my association with such groups, HERE.
This guy, in fact, is what you might describe as a career 12 step junkie (although, judging by our brief conversation, he's since become a Jesus Freak(tm).
But back in the day, this old friend had a 12 step program for just about every thought that occurred to him as being an 'issue,' ESPECIALLY sexual issues.
He went to Sex Anonymous meetings, Sex and Love Addicts meetings and maybe a few more in between.
He was quite brainwashed by the whole psycho-social/12 step culture and genuinely found real discomfort in what I consider normal male banter, say, loosely discussing the hottie who might be seated next to us at a bar or restaurant.
To him, such verbiage resulted in painful episodes of shame and guilt; he would say that such discussions were 'relapse behavior' or some other atrocious and absolutely idiotic brainwash-induced discomfort surrounding his supposed issues.
I would say, "She's hot, man. You shouldn't sweat it"
Anyway, he seemed happy in his anguish, and after some time ... our paths through life naturally parted. And, this is a good thing ...
I mean, c'mon already ... any male who can't shamelessly objectify the hottie at the neighboring table is nobody that I want business with.
:-)
Which isn't to say that objectification of females is my modis operandi ... because it by far is not ... but it is quite fun at times (and rather acceptable in my world view).
Funny thing ... when he called me, he said he was staying at a hotel and as a silly sort of quip I mentioned as we were ending our conversation, "Hey, cool ... your staying at a Hotel, you should order a porno!".
And he replied in a spooky, sterilized way: "I'm not into that bro."
And I knew this was a freak I wanted nothing to do with.
...
No offense old friend.
But, to quote Beck, "the past is still the past."
Good luck out there.
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this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website, http://www.jbhfile.com/; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see http://www.jbhfile.com/ for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.
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jbh.
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Here's a link to that blog entry and why I surmise this might be beneficial to the investigators: LINK
The jist of that article revolves around the fact that this friend was supposedly, and over some period of time, purporting to be experiencing similar experiences to those I make public in my main website, www.jbhfile.com: he claimed that he thought he was being survielled, said persons were harassing him, said he was having issues with 'questionable' pornography ... and on and on ...
Read the article linked above to better understand why I mention this fellow in my blog.
Lo and Behold! Here comes Another one!
Well, as of today, yet another basket case from my decades-ago 12 step social circles has now returned and guess what? He's claiming to be experiencing circumstances 'similar to mine!' And even worse, he claimed with much conviction that jesus sent him. (ACK!)
Anyway ...
It seems he contacted my father and was given my cel phone number and home phone. (I've since cursed my father for sharing my personal information with others) :-)
If a pattern is visible in the tactics of those behind the investigation, then it would only have to be one that seems bent on involving me with long dead social circles ... and specifically those that are either related to 12 step programs or even fucking worse, whacko christian types of persons/groups.
Anyway, this guy I used to know many many years ago suddenly locates me out of the blue last week and immediately begins explaining how he's sure the government is out to kill him and isn't sure how much longer he'll be around (death anxieties, etc.).
He claims that he's been waiting at a restaurant for 4 hours near an old residence of mine (which he supposed I still lived at) and that he's wanting to get together with me to discuss our mutually similar circumstances.
(oh god.)
Anyway, I kept it as cordial as possible while quite frankly informing him that I wanted nothing to do with any regular involvement with him and have basically cut off communication past that initial contact.
Now, he won't stop emailing.
I've never once in my life considered changing my phone numbers and email addresses ... but of late, the measure has crossed my mind.
Unique Nature of this Guy
Why is this interesting insofar as the contents of www.jbhfile.com is concerned?
As with the previously mentioned friend (another article) ... this guy is an old acquaintance from the Houston Alcoholics Anonymous scene, a social circle/set I became a member of just after graduating highschool some two decades ago ... and when I was in a serious fight to free myself from the clutches of a very real although admittedly adolescent drug addiction. You can read the full acount of my association with such groups, HERE.
This guy, in fact, is what you might describe as a career 12 step junkie (although, judging by our brief conversation, he's since become a Jesus Freak(tm).
But back in the day, this old friend had a 12 step program for just about every thought that occurred to him as being an 'issue,' ESPECIALLY sexual issues.
He went to Sex Anonymous meetings, Sex and Love Addicts meetings and maybe a few more in between.
He was quite brainwashed by the whole psycho-social/12 step culture and genuinely found real discomfort in what I consider normal male banter, say, loosely discussing the hottie who might be seated next to us at a bar or restaurant.
To him, such verbiage resulted in painful episodes of shame and guilt; he would say that such discussions were 'relapse behavior' or some other atrocious and absolutely idiotic brainwash-induced discomfort surrounding his supposed issues.
I would say, "She's hot, man. You shouldn't sweat it"
Anyway, he seemed happy in his anguish, and after some time ... our paths through life naturally parted. And, this is a good thing ...
I mean, c'mon already ... any male who can't shamelessly objectify the hottie at the neighboring table is nobody that I want business with.
:-)
Which isn't to say that objectification of females is my modis operandi ... because it by far is not ... but it is quite fun at times (and rather acceptable in my world view).
Funny thing ... when he called me, he said he was staying at a hotel and as a silly sort of quip I mentioned as we were ending our conversation, "Hey, cool ... your staying at a Hotel, you should order a porno!".
And he replied in a spooky, sterilized way: "I'm not into that bro."
And I knew this was a freak I wanted nothing to do with.
...
No offense old friend.
But, to quote Beck, "the past is still the past."
Good luck out there.
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this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website, http://www.jbhfile.com/; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see http://www.jbhfile.com/ for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.
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jbh.
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Saturday, October 20, 2007
The AA Connection
Throughout the time of my being aware of the investigation and it's tactics, it has become strikingly clear to me that many of the persons involved in the rumor and harassment efforts against me have been pooled from my long standing ties to the social circles around the Houston Alcoholics Anonymous (AA) groups.Certain of the persons I still retain as acquaintances from such social networks are the very same that have occasionally confided in me their awareness of the investigation, even up to warning me of possible set-us.
Furthermore, I know it is the goal of the investigators, after successfully setting me up via some sort of drug related scenario, to court mandate my attendance of AA type programs here in the Houston area, both as a way of solidifying the image they have worked to construct of my being a drug user and as well as a means of creating a controlled environment within which more psychosocial/"street theatre" dramas could be easily realized. (See my thoughts on detonation and secondary set-up events)
Why am I discussing AA, you might ask?
Because, as a teenager, I really did have a problem with elicit substances, namely, cocaine.
This is no secret to my family or any of my long-term friends.
When I was 17 years old, I voluntarily entered a treatment program because I was becoming terrified at how much of my life was being taken over by my addiction to cocaine; I had only used the drug for about 8 months at the time.
It was a very nasty thing, cocaine, and since those teen years, I've certainly never been so much as tempted to use it again.
I'm 38 years old, now, by the way.
That experience is some 19 years in my past.
As a part of recovering from the use of that substance, like most young persons who find themselves in such straits, I was immediately introduced to Alcoholics Anonymous, where, having been truly downtrodden and beaten up by my circumstances, I quickly acclimated myself to the culture and processes and began making strides in what's very dramatically, in AA circles, referred to as, 'my program.'
AA was not all a bad thing, in fact, I owe a great deal to it and what it gave me in the way of training and support in learning how to live a normal, passionate life.
The bad part comes when you want to leave AA, and possibly (god forbid!), consume alcohol.
I'll just say it outright, having had seven years experience with it; AA is, at the core, a cult.
Understand, in AA, alcohol is, basically, equivalent to the idea of satan; it is the Ultimate Evil(tm) to the serious AA lifer. Everything the serious AA lifer does, from forming social relations, to looking for work, to planning their day and eventual attendance of a daily meeting, revolves around the avoidance of anything related to the consumption of alcohol. I've really never seen anything like it in the way of a behavior-set, literally manufactured around what I consider to be a flawed theory (the disease concept).
AA lifers literally believe that to remain sober, even to simply have a productive life, they must attend AA meetings for the rest of their life and, most importantly, that they can never partake of alcohol again.
They believe they suffer from a biological disease that will always prevent them from making decisions for themselves and that certainly prevents them from consuming alcohol without disastrous effects.
Myself? I never bought into the disease aspect of addiction, and I still don't; I simply have not found support for such a definition of drug addiction and/or alcoholism in my life.
Drug and alcohol addiction are real, don't get me wrong; I believe this.
Yet I personally believe it has more to do with a person's existing passions and priorities, more so than it does with one's biological ability to make decisions for oneself.
The AA lifer says:
"I will always be sick and can never consume alcohol," he or she is literally programmed to believe this and so it becomes true in his or her life."
I say:
"I never consume any substance to the point of interfering with my life, my passions and/or my work," I have seen this demonstrated as accurate via my own experience and so it is true in my life."
It's an easy decision to make, really.
If something is going to get in the way of my relations, work and/or artistic endeavors, then it simply cannot remain as a factor in my life; this idea has been borne out time and time again since my leaving AA. I have excelled in every area of my life, from professional/career endeavors to my more personal explorations of literature, music and art, since leaving that organization.
So, the point of this brief bit of personal history, stated here in this most public of venues, is to demonstrate that it is known to me that the investigators are using this factual set of historical events, much like one would use a lever or pulley, to simplify their task of meeting any of the investigations main objectives, most importantly the behavioral science objective of personal isolation and free reign in conducting whatever sorts of invasive, or not so, investigations of my personal history.
"Once an addict, always an addict," or, "man, your denial is unbelievable," etc.
Personally, I don't buy it.
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Re: sex drugs and rock and roll ... you can Read More HERE
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this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website, http://www.jbhfile.com/; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see http://www.jbhfile.com/ for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.
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jbh.
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Friday, October 19, 2007
Forced home relocation, forced employment.
My current, daily political work has been a truly bothersome thorn in the investigation's side (if I may so personify), if only because the majority of the persons that I work with are genuinely trustworthy persons, many of whom have seen through their own legal requests made under FOIPA (Freedom of Information and Privacy Act) and many with long standing and strong ties to the United States intelligence circles.
They are persons who, due to their own experiences and legal efforts realize that the terms 'unlikely' and 'untrue' are far from being synonymous; said plainly, they are persons not easily bought.
My work with this political organization has been one of, if not the most beneficial changes to my daily environment if only for the above stated reasons.
It's an environment where I can work daily with a consistently similar group of persons, the vast majority of which are not under the control of the investigation and that means I can actually work and be involved in an endeavor unstressed by continuous actions against my person.
Furthermore, it's an environment where my actions are visible up to 15 hours a day, by the same regular grouping of my personal friends and co-workers and therefore any strange behaviours, attractions or mentally irregular tendencies are easily noted by others.
Frankly, my circumstances considered ... it's an environment near free from daily manipulations associated with the investigation. And this is a good thing.
Also, not only do I work 12 hours a day with said persons, but I as well share a three bedroom house with two specific members. Again, insofar as home invasions and manipulations of personal space, this is yet again a particularly bothersome fact to the investigation as, generally, there is usually at least one of us home at the house.
Therefore, some sort of legal mandate dictating my employ at some other locale would neatly open the playing field for increased and regular manipulations of my life to further buttress the long standing effort to build an image of myself as mentally ill.
Harris Tire - Forced Future Employment
The above comments considered regarding the question of mental illness. I feel it important to reiterate that according to direct conversation with others and especially considering what I've seen in the way of past unsuccessful incrimination attempts, the social circles related to my father's long standing personal business in Galena Park, TX have been the most important in supporting this claim of mental illness on my part.
These are the persons who, literally, were giving my father step by step instructions for how I could sign up to be a ward of the state or otherwise a registered mentally ill person (free meds and everything!) here in Texas; I of course declined to go through such a process.
As I've stated in jbhFILE.com, the investigators being able to make the mental illness label stick is ABSOLUTELY essential for the investigation to realize it's ultimate goals, including court mandated participation in psychiatric studies.
As per certain conversations I've had recently, and considering the recent fraudulent charges applied to my father's credit card account, it's come to my attention that the ultimate goal of the investigators is to 'shape the charge,' so to speak, towards an event that would land me back under full time employment at his business, Harris Tire.
This is important solely because the necessary work has already been done in the way of forming a very solid operative base around his social circles and once forced to work (possibly live) in that area, then all sorts of further fabrications could take root and be easily realized.
Furthermore, my father is totally unaware of the investigation and has been made to believe that I'm horribly ill or schizophrenic for thinking the investigation exists.
Again, as mentioned, the latest frenzy of activity around the Harris Tire social circles has been agitated by my working 2 days a week for him in an attempt to assist him with a recent employee loss. This is a temporary arrangement and one which I am already beginning to phase out of my weekly routine, but it has given the investigators cause to initiate a variety of possible set up attempts (like the proverbial child's hand which must reach for the candy ... they just can't resist).
Isolating me withing this environment is important as, my father, via direct dialogue with his closest friends, has been absolutely convinced that I'm horribly ill for believing that an investigation of myself exists; in other words, his best and life long friends, many who are members of local and federal law enforcement have continuously supported and somewhat fiercely promoted the notion that I am delusional. These are, of course, local houston police and federal law enforcement families, by the way. Just worth mentioning again ...
According to my conversations with others, the means of arguing for my being committed to his employment (sounds weird, I know) would be the following:
The bottom line is that if forced back into that environment, I would have no control over the probable increase of fabricated events which would have as a basis the continued effort to make me look mentally ill.
As I said at the start of this article, my appearing mentally ill is absolutely a must for the investigators and when considering their ultimate goal of unrestrained license to commit me to long term psychiatric evaluation; long term psychiatric evaluations due, simply, to the fact that those behind the investigation are simply curious ... not because of any aberrance of behavior on my part.
Don't get me wrong, I love dear old dad and I truly know he is completely unaware of the turnings of this investigation of myself ... even the existence of the same; and I do occasionally like helping him out here and there, but that work, which I did full time for him as a teenager, is nothing that I want to do full time; I'm involved in other daily tasks (political work, etc.) which are far more important both for myself and for others as well.
Finally, and this is just as important, isolating me under the employ of my father will neatly require that I sever all ties with my current work assisting with a federal political action committee; this is work I have been involved in for well nigh five years ... and more importantly, it's an environment not easily controlled by the investigation.
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this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website, www.jbhFILE.com; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see www.jbhfile.com for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.
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jbh.
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They are persons who, due to their own experiences and legal efforts realize that the terms 'unlikely' and 'untrue' are far from being synonymous; said plainly, they are persons not easily bought.
My work with this political organization has been one of, if not the most beneficial changes to my daily environment if only for the above stated reasons.
It's an environment where I can work daily with a consistently similar group of persons, the vast majority of which are not under the control of the investigation and that means I can actually work and be involved in an endeavor unstressed by continuous actions against my person.
Furthermore, it's an environment where my actions are visible up to 15 hours a day, by the same regular grouping of my personal friends and co-workers and therefore any strange behaviours, attractions or mentally irregular tendencies are easily noted by others.
Frankly, my circumstances considered ... it's an environment near free from daily manipulations associated with the investigation. And this is a good thing.
Also, not only do I work 12 hours a day with said persons, but I as well share a three bedroom house with two specific members. Again, insofar as home invasions and manipulations of personal space, this is yet again a particularly bothersome fact to the investigation as, generally, there is usually at least one of us home at the house.
Therefore, some sort of legal mandate dictating my employ at some other locale would neatly open the playing field for increased and regular manipulations of my life to further buttress the long standing effort to build an image of myself as mentally ill.
Harris Tire - Forced Future Employment
The above comments considered regarding the question of mental illness. I feel it important to reiterate that according to direct conversation with others and especially considering what I've seen in the way of past unsuccessful incrimination attempts, the social circles related to my father's long standing personal business in Galena Park, TX have been the most important in supporting this claim of mental illness on my part.
These are the persons who, literally, were giving my father step by step instructions for how I could sign up to be a ward of the state or otherwise a registered mentally ill person (free meds and everything!) here in Texas; I of course declined to go through such a process.
As I've stated in jbhFILE.com, the investigators being able to make the mental illness label stick is ABSOLUTELY essential for the investigation to realize it's ultimate goals, including court mandated participation in psychiatric studies.
As per certain conversations I've had recently, and considering the recent fraudulent charges applied to my father's credit card account, it's come to my attention that the ultimate goal of the investigators is to 'shape the charge,' so to speak, towards an event that would land me back under full time employment at his business, Harris Tire.
This is important solely because the necessary work has already been done in the way of forming a very solid operative base around his social circles and once forced to work (possibly live) in that area, then all sorts of further fabrications could take root and be easily realized.
Furthermore, my father is totally unaware of the investigation and has been made to believe that I'm horribly ill or schizophrenic for thinking the investigation exists.
Again, as mentioned, the latest frenzy of activity around the Harris Tire social circles has been agitated by my working 2 days a week for him in an attempt to assist him with a recent employee loss. This is a temporary arrangement and one which I am already beginning to phase out of my weekly routine, but it has given the investigators cause to initiate a variety of possible set up attempts (like the proverbial child's hand which must reach for the candy ... they just can't resist).
Isolating me withing this environment is important as, my father, via direct dialogue with his closest friends, has been absolutely convinced that I'm horribly ill for believing that an investigation of myself exists; in other words, his best and life long friends, many who are members of local and federal law enforcement have continuously supported and somewhat fiercely promoted the notion that I am delusional. These are, of course, local houston police and federal law enforcement families, by the way. Just worth mentioning again ...
According to my conversations with others, the means of arguing for my being committed to his employment (sounds weird, I know) would be the following:
- Most likely, an incrimination attempt would involve some personal financial account of his own; judge would say, "It'd do you good paying back some of those deeds with some nice hard work for him" ... or, "since he's clearly so unstable that he can't even remember or own the fact that he committed a crime, the best place for him would be with a family member."
- Prosecution would argue that since I owe him money, that it'd only make sense that I assist him full time until that debt is payed (which wouldn't be long as it's only about 700.00 dollars or so!).
The bottom line is that if forced back into that environment, I would have no control over the probable increase of fabricated events which would have as a basis the continued effort to make me look mentally ill.
As I said at the start of this article, my appearing mentally ill is absolutely a must for the investigators and when considering their ultimate goal of unrestrained license to commit me to long term psychiatric evaluation; long term psychiatric evaluations due, simply, to the fact that those behind the investigation are simply curious ... not because of any aberrance of behavior on my part.
Don't get me wrong, I love dear old dad and I truly know he is completely unaware of the turnings of this investigation of myself ... even the existence of the same; and I do occasionally like helping him out here and there, but that work, which I did full time for him as a teenager, is nothing that I want to do full time; I'm involved in other daily tasks (political work, etc.) which are far more important both for myself and for others as well.
Finally, and this is just as important, isolating me under the employ of my father will neatly require that I sever all ties with my current work assisting with a federal political action committee; this is work I have been involved in for well nigh five years ... and more importantly, it's an environment not easily controlled by the investigation.
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this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website, www.jbhFILE.com; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see www.jbhfile.com for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.
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jbh.
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Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Schizophrenia? You sure?
This is a brief segment from a longer article I have published to my main website.
It's important because it discusses one of the primary mechanisms via which those behind the investigation have attempted to discredit my very legitimate efforts to obtain proof of the investigation of me, and that is ... that it's all just some 'delusion of reference' or otherwise construct of my supposedly sick imagination.
Read it carefully ... then visit the link at the bottom of this blog post to read the entire article published at my main site:
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Insofar as the circumstances portrayed in jbhFILE.com are concerned ... there are many actions against my person which I have managed to obtain significant evidence of, both in the way of physical evidence and even direct witnessing of the events by others. For other actions, I've obtained no proof at all.
Also, I frequently reference certain persons from long time personal social circles who have confided in me their personal knowledge of the investigation; these same persons have also, on particular occasions, alerted me to possible upcoming actions against my person. These persons are essential to my being able to author occasional articles such as this.
Such persons remain anonymous for two specific reasons: first, they can in no way assist me in my legal efforts to obtain proof of an investigation as they are not actual 'numbered informants' to the investigators; secondly, these person's could be held legally liable for a number of different reasons related to the impeding of federal and local investigations.
That said, and since I happen to personally know that the stigma of mental illness of some kind, be it biological or otherwise, is absolutely necessary to the investigations ultimate goals, ... please consider the following questions:
Because a person claims that certain things have happened to him or her and if said person cannot generate adequate proof of the supposed event, does this necessarily give any other human being the right to call that person mentally ill? Does this give a legal system the right to then say that it will control the direction of the days of said persons life? Does this then give the same legal system the right to force the medication of said person with drugs scientifically proven to cause actual and permanent damage to a person's brain while simultaneously being unproveable insofar as their effects on the same person's brain?
Or consider this scenario: pretend for a moment that I am successfully incarcerated and a subsequent follow up investigation of my residence or otherwise turns up a planted cache of evidence related to ongoing unsolved crimes in areas I had resided or worked? Some clothing stolen from an ex girlfriends house, a weapon or something else stolen from some other person's property, property reportedly missing from a vehicle i was required to work on or drive under my employment circumstances, etc. ... all FOUND ON MY PROPERTY.
What would be my defense? I mean, c'mon ... it was found on my own property for pete's sake! I mean, dead to rights and all ...
I of course would cry foul play on the part of the authorities and would indicate my past five years of legal efforts to expose an investigation and then refer the questioners to my various online and otherwise writings on the subject. The answer in the courts eyes, of course, would be mental illness, and besides, there'd be 25 years of clinical study to show that I'm simply nuts.
As a counterpoint to that specific example, do we not know that, on occasion, authorities have been exposed countless times for planting evidence?
Do we not know, on occasion, that authorities have sometimes been discovered to be so obsessed with an investigative outcome, for personal or professional reasons alone, that they have been willing to lie or wrongfully prosecute to see that investigation's closure along lines acceptable to them?
Then why would it be so unlikely in a case such as that described above ... myself, a person who has written for years about an investigation of himself, one who has carried on a publicized legal effort with mature, reasonable and determined effort, who is suddenly and unexplainably implicated in some crime as described above.
Mental illness, the court would argue, what else should we believe? Some conspiracy among desparate officials desiring a specific end to a long winded investigation? Inflamed egos associated with federal and local law enforcement personas relative to my family social circles, simply wanting to look good? Save face?
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Finally, and taking the question of how to properly and scientifically define mental illness a step or two forward, consider this question as well: Is it appropriate to label a person mentally ill who is simply claiming to be experiencing circumstances which might seem, in a popular sense, merely unlikely?
I think those are fair questions...
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You can READ the ENTIRE ARTICLE HERE
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this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website, http://www.jbhfile.com/; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see http://www.jbhfile.com/ for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.
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jbh.
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It's important because it discusses one of the primary mechanisms via which those behind the investigation have attempted to discredit my very legitimate efforts to obtain proof of the investigation of me, and that is ... that it's all just some 'delusion of reference' or otherwise construct of my supposedly sick imagination.
Read it carefully ... then visit the link at the bottom of this blog post to read the entire article published at my main site:
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Insofar as the circumstances portrayed in jbhFILE.com are concerned ... there are many actions against my person which I have managed to obtain significant evidence of, both in the way of physical evidence and even direct witnessing of the events by others. For other actions, I've obtained no proof at all.
Also, I frequently reference certain persons from long time personal social circles who have confided in me their personal knowledge of the investigation; these same persons have also, on particular occasions, alerted me to possible upcoming actions against my person. These persons are essential to my being able to author occasional articles such as this.
Such persons remain anonymous for two specific reasons: first, they can in no way assist me in my legal efforts to obtain proof of an investigation as they are not actual 'numbered informants' to the investigators; secondly, these person's could be held legally liable for a number of different reasons related to the impeding of federal and local investigations.
That said, and since I happen to personally know that the stigma of mental illness of some kind, be it biological or otherwise, is absolutely necessary to the investigations ultimate goals, ... please consider the following questions:
Because a person claims that certain things have happened to him or her and if said person cannot generate adequate proof of the supposed event, does this necessarily give any other human being the right to call that person mentally ill? Does this give a legal system the right to then say that it will control the direction of the days of said persons life? Does this then give the same legal system the right to force the medication of said person with drugs scientifically proven to cause actual and permanent damage to a person's brain while simultaneously being unproveable insofar as their effects on the same person's brain?
Or consider this scenario: pretend for a moment that I am successfully incarcerated and a subsequent follow up investigation of my residence or otherwise turns up a planted cache of evidence related to ongoing unsolved crimes in areas I had resided or worked? Some clothing stolen from an ex girlfriends house, a weapon or something else stolen from some other person's property, property reportedly missing from a vehicle i was required to work on or drive under my employment circumstances, etc. ... all FOUND ON MY PROPERTY.
What would be my defense? I mean, c'mon ... it was found on my own property for pete's sake! I mean, dead to rights and all ...
I of course would cry foul play on the part of the authorities and would indicate my past five years of legal efforts to expose an investigation and then refer the questioners to my various online and otherwise writings on the subject. The answer in the courts eyes, of course, would be mental illness, and besides, there'd be 25 years of clinical study to show that I'm simply nuts.
As a counterpoint to that specific example, do we not know that, on occasion, authorities have been exposed countless times for planting evidence?
Do we not know, on occasion, that authorities have sometimes been discovered to be so obsessed with an investigative outcome, for personal or professional reasons alone, that they have been willing to lie or wrongfully prosecute to see that investigation's closure along lines acceptable to them?
Then why would it be so unlikely in a case such as that described above ... myself, a person who has written for years about an investigation of himself, one who has carried on a publicized legal effort with mature, reasonable and determined effort, who is suddenly and unexplainably implicated in some crime as described above.
Mental illness, the court would argue, what else should we believe? Some conspiracy among desparate officials desiring a specific end to a long winded investigation? Inflamed egos associated with federal and local law enforcement personas relative to my family social circles, simply wanting to look good? Save face?
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Finally, and taking the question of how to properly and scientifically define mental illness a step or two forward, consider this question as well: Is it appropriate to label a person mentally ill who is simply claiming to be experiencing circumstances which might seem, in a popular sense, merely unlikely?
I think those are fair questions...
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You can READ the ENTIRE ARTICLE HERE
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this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website, http://www.jbhfile.com/; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see http://www.jbhfile.com/ for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.
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jbh.
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Wednesday, October 3, 2007
New Media Player = FRAUD?
The title is supposed to be provocative.
But it is the truth that I've recently acquired a wonderful new portable MP3 and video player. It's a Creative Zen Vision:M and I'm currently using it with a portable headphone amp made by Practical Devices:
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The Implications
So what does this mean?
I mean, beyond having heavenly sound quality in a portable media system?
Well ... predominantly, that this device and specifically the acquisition of media to play on it could, theoretically be used against me in the way of wrongful incrimination.
Think about it.
Regarding the wrongful incrimination attempts discussed in the past, especially those involving the supposed wrongful use of other persons checking and credit card account information ... this new device represents a rather seductive opportunity to create more supposed criminal acts upon my part.
For instance, ...
I've recently published an obligatory post to my daily blog discussing my use of a family members credit card to make some online purchases ... this sort of arrangement, of course, not being unusual between myself and this particular family member. I've written enough about this practice in the past.
But suppose that next month, when I review the AMEX statement to verify that the above mentioned purchases (and no others) are properly reported, suppose that I find several other purchases to online music/.mp3 providors, using this same persons credit card information?
What then?
Anyway ... not wanting to take the fantasizing/projecting to far ...
I think it suffices for this lighthearted update to note that I have recently acquired a fantastic new media player and I'm certainly only playing media that I have the right to play.
:-)
I don't purchase online music anyway ...
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this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website, http://www.jbhfile.com/; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see http://www.jbhfile.com/ for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.
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jbh.
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But it is the truth that I've recently acquired a wonderful new portable MP3 and video player. It's a Creative Zen Vision:M and I'm currently using it with a portable headphone amp made by Practical Devices:
...
...
The Implications
So what does this mean?
I mean, beyond having heavenly sound quality in a portable media system?
Well ... predominantly, that this device and specifically the acquisition of media to play on it could, theoretically be used against me in the way of wrongful incrimination.
Think about it.
Regarding the wrongful incrimination attempts discussed in the past, especially those involving the supposed wrongful use of other persons checking and credit card account information ... this new device represents a rather seductive opportunity to create more supposed criminal acts upon my part.
For instance, ...
I've recently published an obligatory post to my daily blog discussing my use of a family members credit card to make some online purchases ... this sort of arrangement, of course, not being unusual between myself and this particular family member. I've written enough about this practice in the past.
But suppose that next month, when I review the AMEX statement to verify that the above mentioned purchases (and no others) are properly reported, suppose that I find several other purchases to online music/.mp3 providors, using this same persons credit card information?
What then?
Anyway ... not wanting to take the fantasizing/projecting to far ...
I think it suffices for this lighthearted update to note that I have recently acquired a fantastic new media player and I'm certainly only playing media that I have the right to play.
:-)
I don't purchase online music anyway ...
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this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website, http://www.jbhfile.com/; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see http://www.jbhfile.com/ for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.
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jbh.
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Tuesday, September 25, 2007
Recent Credit Card Purchases
Today I arranged several purchases using a family members credit card.
This immediate family member occasionally lets me make online purchases with his credit card and I then reimburse him with cash.
In the past, there has been some questionable activity on his card around the same times I borrowed it ... and therefore I make this cursory post.
Here's some more reading on the above mentioned past examples where a particular family members personal financial data has been either tampered with or used fraudulently:
1. Other Person's Money
2. Family and Credit Cards
3. Farm Secrets!
So ... regarding the investigations claims against me, there's really only *two* explanations:
I'm either doing it and totally forgetting about it (NOT!) ... or someone associated with the investigation of myself is behind this activity and in a way that is designed to, ultimately, incriminate myself.
...
That said, this post is simply to make public the fact that I've used his card to make a purchase which it is known I will and am reimbursing him for.
Briefly, here's a list of the purchase made on 9/25/07:
1. (Chargers for MP3 Player) : $18.98
2. (Protective Case for MP3 Player) : $9.49
3. (Headphone amplifier) : $164.00
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I'll post more later if necessary.
I've already informed the secretary at this family members business that I am going to print copies of the AMEX bills for the month in which I made the purchases.
Cheers.
.jbh
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this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website, http://www.jbhfile.com/; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see http://www.jbhfile.com/ for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.
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jbh.
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This immediate family member occasionally lets me make online purchases with his credit card and I then reimburse him with cash.
In the past, there has been some questionable activity on his card around the same times I borrowed it ... and therefore I make this cursory post.
Here's some more reading on the above mentioned past examples where a particular family members personal financial data has been either tampered with or used fraudulently:
1. Other Person's Money
2. Family and Credit Cards
3. Farm Secrets!
So ... regarding the investigations claims against me, there's really only *two* explanations:
I'm either doing it and totally forgetting about it (NOT!) ... or someone associated with the investigation of myself is behind this activity and in a way that is designed to, ultimately, incriminate myself.
...
That said, this post is simply to make public the fact that I've used his card to make a purchase which it is known I will and am reimbursing him for.
Briefly, here's a list of the purchase made on 9/25/07:
1. (Chargers for MP3 Player) : $18.98
2. (Protective Case for MP3 Player) : $9.49
3. (Headphone amplifier) : $164.00
...
I'll post more later if necessary.
I've already informed the secretary at this family members business that I am going to print copies of the AMEX bills for the month in which I made the purchases.
Cheers.
.jbh
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this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website, http://www.jbhfile.com/; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see http://www.jbhfile.com/ for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.
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jbh.
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Monday, September 24, 2007
Truth vs. Fantasy
This bit is copied from my main website and domain, www.jbhfile.com.
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Fact vs. Fiction
One interesting fact regarding the claims made via the rumor mill and slander campaigns, is that, for the majority of the accusations, there is generally some small bit of truth, or at least a kernel of fact that an effective slander or rumor campaign could be based upon.
Here find discussion of my own experiences, limited as they may be, with the types of behaviors that have been applied to me, with such destructive effect, by the agencies and community watch groups involved in the investigation.
Computer Crime
I have worked in the field of computing, specifically software interface design and corporate intranet development for about 11 years; prior to this and going all the way back to my early twenties, I have been somewhat fanatical about anything related to computers, be it hardware or software.
In my early twenties I began hanging out with several individuals here in houston who were somewhat notorious among my social circles, and even among federal and local law enforcement, as being 'hackers,' and 'pirates.' In other words, these persons regularly took part in the practice of hacking other computers and were regular users, and even distributors, of pirated software. Some of these persons were eventually indicted for such actions.
For the record, and this should be easily verifiable with my social circles at the time, I myself never took part in the hacking of websites, VAX systems, mainframes or anything else hackers, historically, have targeted.
In fact, today even, I would not begin to know how to launch the most basic of offensive attacks from my own computer; that is not to say, however, I am not aware of the nature and details of most of the types of attacks that hackers can make, I simply lack the expertise and software to carry such attacks out.
Furthermore, I have indeed used pirated copies of software in my life, or at least borrowed, but have never been in the business or practice of distributing such.
But it is a fact, that at one time, especially in my early twenties, borrowing software was the number one means by which I learned the basis of any application that today I personally own and am proficient at. This would not be news to anyone who was close to me at that time as I was never shy about discussing my progress in learning any given application.
Howl BBS
During the late 1980's and early 1990's, I was the system administrator and owner of Howl BBS, a very popular Houston-based computer bulletin board system (BBS) dedicated to the rapidly expanding (at the time) culture of hacking and computer networking in general.
Furthermore, Howl was in large part dedicated to the discussion of literary matters and we, on a semi-regular basis, published an electronic magazine ('zine) called, Tamer Shrew. You can follow the provided link to see all such zines produced by those involved with Howl.
Some of the most well known and talented hacks and virii creators in the Houston and Texas area called Howl BBS on a regular basis; there were, as well, many out of state calls.
Howl was split in it's content direction, roughly, between the discussion of subjects related to computer hacking and phone phreaking and, because I was in college for creative writing at the time, all things literary, especially poetry.
This is in large part, why it's absurd that now, in my late 30's, the FBI is claiming to have no records of myself as a person of interest, when I knew for a fact, and based on the testimony of others, that in my early 20's such agencies were regularly survielling and participating in Howl BBS due to it's association with such topics as computer hacking and phone phreaking, not to mention the local authorities who, at that time and considering the infancy of the internet and 'cyber-crime' in general, were sort of in a race with the federal agencies to see who could develop enforcement and investigative protocols the quickest.
Suffice it to say, Howl BBS was high on the list of local Houston boards that factored into both ongoing federal and local law enforcement investigations and, since I built the damn thing and owned the hardware it was run on, it goes without saying that I became a member of that list as well.
The point here is that Howl BBS factors into the investigation as a very real kernal of truth in the agencies efforts towards creating computer crime spin within my current circumstances. Howl was not a criminal bulletin board.
Howl was not used to distribute or otherwise make available the tools with which one could hack or phreak, it simply distributed text based information regarding such practices; furthermore, Howl BBS, to my knowledge and since the BBS software and hardware changed ownership on several occasions, was never employed to distribute illegal software or pornographic material of any kind.
Howl BBS was a great thing. I miss it and those that were members of our brief community … Xann, Nils, and even Homer™, (that bastard!).
Pardon me, I'm getting all misty-eyed.
Porn! / Sexual Deviance
Regarding the claims of the investigators that I am a porn addict or regular consumer of pornographic content, I have the following to say.
I have definitely looked at pornographic magazines, seen porno movies and have seen porn online, and specifically regarding the latter, have even seen sites online which I would have been hard pressed to say were legal or not.
These things have passed my screen, as they have passed many other persons.
Furthermore, I know that the content I have occasionally seen online is not exceptional, as such materials go, because I have made a point to discuss such things, not only with friends and family, but as well with a number of psychological professionals who have, not once, commented that having seen such content online is exceptional in anyway.
In fact, across the board, these persons, friends and professionals alike have confirmed that such experiences are rather normal insofar as online experience goes.
What the investigation contends, however, is that I am a regular user of pornographic content, that I have an obsessive disorder and especially that my tendency is to seek out content that is questionably legal, such as child pornography, bestiality, violent porn, etc., and for the record and stated plainly, this is not true.
Mental Illness / Paranoid Schizophrenia
Central to the agencies claims against me has been the notion that I suffer from a mental disorder such as paranoid schizophrenia or bi-polar disorder. This myth has been generated, 100%, based on my ongoing claim that I am the subject of a federal investigation and also, that I refuse to cease in my legal efforts to prove this as true.
In other words, the investigators, be it the FBI or otherwise, *need* me to appear mentally ill, as, providing proof of the investigations existence would absolutely prevent them from realizing any of their known objectives.
Nothing else factors into this myth of mental illness; the mental illness spin began upon my first, publicly uttering that I was the subject of an investigation. According to much of my research around others who have experienced circumstances similar to my own, this seems to be a fairly classic model for victims of gang stalking and harassment operations.
But the fact is, I am 38 years old, have many successful professional projects under my belt, have been involved in many wonderful friendships and romantic partnerships over the past 20 years and have a wealth of testimony from each and all that this is the case.
The lie about mental illness reared it's ugly head, just after I was dosed with PCP and just as soon as I started discussing, publicly, my knowledge of being the subject of an investigation; furthermore, the agencies behind the investigation have shown great skill in magnifying the mental illness myth and have used it to constantly discredit my efforts, especially when it comes to the early influencing of my immediate family, who I am confident have never been brought in as persons who are involved in or are aware of the investigation.
Early 2000 or so, when the harassment and constant surveillance at the bank and in my personal life and neighborhood had increased to such a terrible degree, I did indeed have a break down of sorts.
My mind could simply not process the sudden shift in my professional and personal environments that I was witnessing, the surveillance teams, the street theater and gang stalking, being overdosed on PCP, ... and I simply broke down. But, after learning that I would get no place with community leaders and psychologists, I decided to simply take matters into my own hands and do everything in my legal power to obtain the data related to the investigation.
Memory Dysfunction
The claim of memory dysfunction is an absolute lie.
This wholly generated myth also happens to be one of the most important weapons in the arsenal of lies employed against me, serving one purpose and one purpose alone, to make more likely the realization of the behavioral sciences goals of the investigation, namely court mandated psychiatric and psychological testing and therapy.
If, via a set up or some other wrongful incrimination attempt, the investigators can create the illusion that I suffer from some sort of chronic and severe memory dysfunction, be it alcohol/drug induced or resulting from some other sort of hard to diagnose, anomalous biological disorder such as lupus, then the better for the investigators because then it becomes a shoe-in during hearings to get a judge to absolutely require my participation in forced medication and/or testing.
Just another nail in the coffin of my credibility.
...
For more reading along the same lines as the above, please visit my main website at www.jbhfile.com.
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this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website, http://www.jbhfile.com/; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see http://www.jbhfile.com/ for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.
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jbh.
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Fact vs. Fiction
One interesting fact regarding the claims made via the rumor mill and slander campaigns, is that, for the majority of the accusations, there is generally some small bit of truth, or at least a kernel of fact that an effective slander or rumor campaign could be based upon.
Here find discussion of my own experiences, limited as they may be, with the types of behaviors that have been applied to me, with such destructive effect, by the agencies and community watch groups involved in the investigation.
Computer Crime
I have worked in the field of computing, specifically software interface design and corporate intranet development for about 11 years; prior to this and going all the way back to my early twenties, I have been somewhat fanatical about anything related to computers, be it hardware or software.
In my early twenties I began hanging out with several individuals here in houston who were somewhat notorious among my social circles, and even among federal and local law enforcement, as being 'hackers,' and 'pirates.' In other words, these persons regularly took part in the practice of hacking other computers and were regular users, and even distributors, of pirated software. Some of these persons were eventually indicted for such actions.
For the record, and this should be easily verifiable with my social circles at the time, I myself never took part in the hacking of websites, VAX systems, mainframes or anything else hackers, historically, have targeted.
In fact, today even, I would not begin to know how to launch the most basic of offensive attacks from my own computer; that is not to say, however, I am not aware of the nature and details of most of the types of attacks that hackers can make, I simply lack the expertise and software to carry such attacks out.
Furthermore, I have indeed used pirated copies of software in my life, or at least borrowed, but have never been in the business or practice of distributing such.
But it is a fact, that at one time, especially in my early twenties, borrowing software was the number one means by which I learned the basis of any application that today I personally own and am proficient at. This would not be news to anyone who was close to me at that time as I was never shy about discussing my progress in learning any given application.
Howl BBS
During the late 1980's and early 1990's, I was the system administrator and owner of Howl BBS, a very popular Houston-based computer bulletin board system (BBS) dedicated to the rapidly expanding (at the time) culture of hacking and computer networking in general.
Furthermore, Howl was in large part dedicated to the discussion of literary matters and we, on a semi-regular basis, published an electronic magazine ('zine) called, Tamer Shrew. You can follow the provided link to see all such zines produced by those involved with Howl.
Some of the most well known and talented hacks and virii creators in the Houston and Texas area called Howl BBS on a regular basis; there were, as well, many out of state calls.
Howl was split in it's content direction, roughly, between the discussion of subjects related to computer hacking and phone phreaking and, because I was in college for creative writing at the time, all things literary, especially poetry.
This is in large part, why it's absurd that now, in my late 30's, the FBI is claiming to have no records of myself as a person of interest, when I knew for a fact, and based on the testimony of others, that in my early 20's such agencies were regularly survielling and participating in Howl BBS due to it's association with such topics as computer hacking and phone phreaking, not to mention the local authorities who, at that time and considering the infancy of the internet and 'cyber-crime' in general, were sort of in a race with the federal agencies to see who could develop enforcement and investigative protocols the quickest.
Suffice it to say, Howl BBS was high on the list of local Houston boards that factored into both ongoing federal and local law enforcement investigations and, since I built the damn thing and owned the hardware it was run on, it goes without saying that I became a member of that list as well.
The point here is that Howl BBS factors into the investigation as a very real kernal of truth in the agencies efforts towards creating computer crime spin within my current circumstances. Howl was not a criminal bulletin board.
Howl was not used to distribute or otherwise make available the tools with which one could hack or phreak, it simply distributed text based information regarding such practices; furthermore, Howl BBS, to my knowledge and since the BBS software and hardware changed ownership on several occasions, was never employed to distribute illegal software or pornographic material of any kind.
Howl BBS was a great thing. I miss it and those that were members of our brief community … Xann, Nils, and even Homer™, (that bastard!).
Pardon me, I'm getting all misty-eyed.
Porn! / Sexual Deviance
Regarding the claims of the investigators that I am a porn addict or regular consumer of pornographic content, I have the following to say.
I have definitely looked at pornographic magazines, seen porno movies and have seen porn online, and specifically regarding the latter, have even seen sites online which I would have been hard pressed to say were legal or not.
These things have passed my screen, as they have passed many other persons.
Furthermore, I know that the content I have occasionally seen online is not exceptional, as such materials go, because I have made a point to discuss such things, not only with friends and family, but as well with a number of psychological professionals who have, not once, commented that having seen such content online is exceptional in anyway.
In fact, across the board, these persons, friends and professionals alike have confirmed that such experiences are rather normal insofar as online experience goes.
What the investigation contends, however, is that I am a regular user of pornographic content, that I have an obsessive disorder and especially that my tendency is to seek out content that is questionably legal, such as child pornography, bestiality, violent porn, etc., and for the record and stated plainly, this is not true.
Mental Illness / Paranoid Schizophrenia
Central to the agencies claims against me has been the notion that I suffer from a mental disorder such as paranoid schizophrenia or bi-polar disorder. This myth has been generated, 100%, based on my ongoing claim that I am the subject of a federal investigation and also, that I refuse to cease in my legal efforts to prove this as true.
In other words, the investigators, be it the FBI or otherwise, *need* me to appear mentally ill, as, providing proof of the investigations existence would absolutely prevent them from realizing any of their known objectives.
Nothing else factors into this myth of mental illness; the mental illness spin began upon my first, publicly uttering that I was the subject of an investigation. According to much of my research around others who have experienced circumstances similar to my own, this seems to be a fairly classic model for victims of gang stalking and harassment operations.
But the fact is, I am 38 years old, have many successful professional projects under my belt, have been involved in many wonderful friendships and romantic partnerships over the past 20 years and have a wealth of testimony from each and all that this is the case.
The lie about mental illness reared it's ugly head, just after I was dosed with PCP and just as soon as I started discussing, publicly, my knowledge of being the subject of an investigation; furthermore, the agencies behind the investigation have shown great skill in magnifying the mental illness myth and have used it to constantly discredit my efforts, especially when it comes to the early influencing of my immediate family, who I am confident have never been brought in as persons who are involved in or are aware of the investigation.
Early 2000 or so, when the harassment and constant surveillance at the bank and in my personal life and neighborhood had increased to such a terrible degree, I did indeed have a break down of sorts.
My mind could simply not process the sudden shift in my professional and personal environments that I was witnessing, the surveillance teams, the street theater and gang stalking, being overdosed on PCP, ... and I simply broke down. But, after learning that I would get no place with community leaders and psychologists, I decided to simply take matters into my own hands and do everything in my legal power to obtain the data related to the investigation.
Memory Dysfunction
The claim of memory dysfunction is an absolute lie.
This wholly generated myth also happens to be one of the most important weapons in the arsenal of lies employed against me, serving one purpose and one purpose alone, to make more likely the realization of the behavioral sciences goals of the investigation, namely court mandated psychiatric and psychological testing and therapy.
If, via a set up or some other wrongful incrimination attempt, the investigators can create the illusion that I suffer from some sort of chronic and severe memory dysfunction, be it alcohol/drug induced or resulting from some other sort of hard to diagnose, anomalous biological disorder such as lupus, then the better for the investigators because then it becomes a shoe-in during hearings to get a judge to absolutely require my participation in forced medication and/or testing.
Just another nail in the coffin of my credibility.
...
For more reading along the same lines as the above, please visit my main website at www.jbhfile.com.
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this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website, http://www.jbhfile.com/; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see http://www.jbhfile.com/ for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.
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jbh.
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Tuesday, September 11, 2007
New Cel Phone
I discuss throughout jhbfile.com, the long standing desire of the investigators to somehow forcibly create the illusion of my having inappropriate obsessions with certain women and especially ex girlfriends.
You know ... the unrequitted lover, the stereotypical stalker that constantly drives by a woman's work place or that follows her home, or that ... and especially this ... makes random and spooky calls to her home phone and either hangs up or leaves threatening messages.
That guy ... that's the profile the investigators have desired to force upon myself.
I write about that aspect of the investigation here: Nature of Investigation
That said, for well nigh five years now, I have refused to own any type of cellular phone for the obvious reason that the nature of such digital devices makes them prime targets for remote manipulation by others.
Got a Phone Anyway
The above concerns and comments considered ...
This past week a certain family member of mine who happened to have an extra number and phone with a popular cellular phone company, took it upon themselves to allow me the use of such a phone.
I have decided to accept this opportunity simply because it will help with my work situation and otherwise keeping in touch with certain family members.
Here's what the phone looks like:
It's a neat little device. Has a built in walkman that plays MP3's ... plays movies ... and of course ... it's a phone to boot.
Personal Affirmations
Regarding the use of this phone and especially the sort of public affirmations that need to be made when considering the vulnerability it represents.
It should go without saying that it will be used for no inappropriate activities.
By this I mean specifically and most obviously ... stalking ex girlfriends or anyone else for that matter.
Similarly the phone will never be used for anything else obviously inappropriate when considering the long standing desires of the investigators to wrongfully incriminate me around issues of sexuality and predation (sex lines, etc.).
I'll be writing a proper update article for jbhfile.com in the next week or so regarding this new phone and will post an update here at this blog.
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this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website, http://www.jbhfile.com/; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see http://www.jbhfile.com/ for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.
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jbh.
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You know ... the unrequitted lover, the stereotypical stalker that constantly drives by a woman's work place or that follows her home, or that ... and especially this ... makes random and spooky calls to her home phone and either hangs up or leaves threatening messages.
That guy ... that's the profile the investigators have desired to force upon myself.
I write about that aspect of the investigation here: Nature of Investigation
That said, for well nigh five years now, I have refused to own any type of cellular phone for the obvious reason that the nature of such digital devices makes them prime targets for remote manipulation by others.
Got a Phone Anyway
The above concerns and comments considered ...
This past week a certain family member of mine who happened to have an extra number and phone with a popular cellular phone company, took it upon themselves to allow me the use of such a phone.
I have decided to accept this opportunity simply because it will help with my work situation and otherwise keeping in touch with certain family members.
Here's what the phone looks like:
It's a neat little device. Has a built in walkman that plays MP3's ... plays movies ... and of course ... it's a phone to boot.
Personal Affirmations
Regarding the use of this phone and especially the sort of public affirmations that need to be made when considering the vulnerability it represents.
It should go without saying that it will be used for no inappropriate activities.
By this I mean specifically and most obviously ... stalking ex girlfriends or anyone else for that matter.
Similarly the phone will never be used for anything else obviously inappropriate when considering the long standing desires of the investigators to wrongfully incriminate me around issues of sexuality and predation (sex lines, etc.).
I'll be writing a proper update article for jbhfile.com in the next week or so regarding this new phone and will post an update here at this blog.
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this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website, http://www.jbhfile.com/; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see http://www.jbhfile.com/ for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.
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jbh.
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Friday, September 7, 2007
Wake up!
Wake up everybody ...
It's all true!
(of course ... *they* would say there are two sides to every story but for some reason *they* can only tell their version after wrongfully incriminating me!)
Pussies!
:-)
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Look here for more reading:
http://www.jbhfile.com
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this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website, http://www.jbhfile.com/; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see http://www.jbhfile.com/ for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.
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jbh.
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It's all true!
(of course ... *they* would say there are two sides to every story but for some reason *they* can only tell their version after wrongfully incriminating me!)
Pussies!
:-)
...
Look here for more reading:
http://www.jbhfile.com
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this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website, http://www.jbhfile.com/; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see http://www.jbhfile.com/ for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.
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jbh.
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Sunday, August 26, 2007
Nature of Investigation
Reprinted from jbhfile.com:
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Nature of the Investigation
"What's the investigation about? What do the agencies claim I am being investigated for? What has been spread via rumor regarding my person?"
Since 1993, when I first discovered HoWL BBs! was under investigation by local authorities, I have known that, at some level, and specifically in regards to computer crime, I was a person of interest to the FBI and the local authorities here in Houston.
However, at that time, I was in no way bothered by the news from some of my more connected friends (some, rather talented hacks, btw) that Howl BBS was under investigation; at the time, it went without saying that if you ran a board that catered, if only somewhat, to the text file, zine and hack scene, then your board was under investigation.
I only became personally bothered by the awareness of an investigation upon first noticing the surveillance and gang stalking tactics which became so prevalent and even near constant in frequency of occurrences, just after my big fight with the FDIC.
Since that time, I have been a victim of just about every dirty trick organized groups can concoct to, literally, attempt to drive an individual mad, from being covertly drugged, to having the vilest of rumor and slander spread through communities about my character, right up to the point of having contraband of various illegal kinds planted in my car or home...
Read Entire Article Here
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this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website, http://www.jbhfile.com/; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see http://www.jbhfile.com/ for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.
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jbh.
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...
Nature of the Investigation
"What's the investigation about? What do the agencies claim I am being investigated for? What has been spread via rumor regarding my person?"
Since 1993, when I first discovered HoWL BBs! was under investigation by local authorities, I have known that, at some level, and specifically in regards to computer crime, I was a person of interest to the FBI and the local authorities here in Houston.
However, at that time, I was in no way bothered by the news from some of my more connected friends (some, rather talented hacks, btw) that Howl BBS was under investigation; at the time, it went without saying that if you ran a board that catered, if only somewhat, to the text file, zine and hack scene, then your board was under investigation.
I only became personally bothered by the awareness of an investigation upon first noticing the surveillance and gang stalking tactics which became so prevalent and even near constant in frequency of occurrences, just after my big fight with the FDIC.
Since that time, I have been a victim of just about every dirty trick organized groups can concoct to, literally, attempt to drive an individual mad, from being covertly drugged, to having the vilest of rumor and slander spread through communities about my character, right up to the point of having contraband of various illegal kinds planted in my car or home...
Read Entire Article Here
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this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website, http://www.jbhfile.com/; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see http://www.jbhfile.com/ for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.
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jbh.
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- Joel Harris
- Houston, Texas, United States
- This blog is a supplementary text to my main website at: http://www.jbhfile.com. The purpose of this blog is to form a semi daily dialogue related to personal circumstances as outlined in jbhFILE.com. have fun.