Monday, April 30, 2007

Friend Informants: Part I

Over the past five years, as I’ve seen to the legal processes discussed in, I’ve certainly not made constant claim that "Everyone's involved," ... or "I'm being followed everywhere I go!" ... or, otherwise.

I’ve simply made efforts to publish what I know about an investigation of myself as a means of protection from the aggressive tactics of that investigation.

That said, I have indeed stated quite publicly that it is known to me that certain individuals, both from my traditional social circles as well as from immediate long term family social circles, have been and are involved as informants to the investigation.

This personal knowledge comes primarily from direct dialogue with others mutually acquainted with those above-mentioned persons and myself acting as informants.

This article deals specifically with a long-term personal friend who has been identified by others to myself as a person involved, primarily, as an information gatherer and/or verbal informant.

I also intend to discuss how it is known to me that an ultimate goal of the investigation is to land us both, simultaneously in the same sort of 'recovery' environment; of course, this person's presence would simply be to further exaggerate my own supposed, er, 'illnesses' and overall, especially once certain family members are brought in, reinforce the supposed and much promoted notions of various mental illnesses such as schizophrenia, etc.

Read on.

A Particular Friend

The friend in question, as well as his immediate parent figure is and has been a very long term and close friend of mine; furthermore, they both have been made aware of the fact, by myself, that I have it on faith from others that they are participating as informants. Our mutual social circles run quite deep and long term and from such have come the various people’s who have confided in me their personal awareness of the investigation.

But regarding this certain friend and his immediate family: I have, in fact, on a couple of occasions requested that they assist me in a civil suit to demand provision of documents related to the investigation but they declined.

Over the past two years, on the occasions when I have gotten wind of certain events meant to introduce me to the legal system (detonation events), I’ve noticed something peculiar about this particular close friends own personal circumstances: he begins to cite personal experiences similar to what I’ve been through in the distant past and specifically experiences related to the investigation that makes public. I’ve seen this from him on a couple different occasions.

For instance, ...

very early on in my own circumstances, around mid 2000 or so, when I was seeing the street theatre operations the most frequently and when I had absolutely no idea an investigation existed, I made it clear to others who I sought to confide in that the nature of these little public dramas usually involved children in some manner.

These were skits played out in coffee houses or otherwise, seemingly meant to gauge my reaction to being close to children, comments made when passing my table with a child or some other bit of obviously generated drama to either test for or even outright invoke a possible nervous response.

As I’ve mentioned elsewhere, these social environments were very long term and regular social destinations of mine and so the sudden change, at that time, in the regular daily environment as related to me, was glaringly obvious; furthermore, the attention and nature of the attention being so obvious, and myself having no idea at the time that I was the subject of an investigation, these events caused genuinely debilitating stress and concern in me.

See this page, at, to get an idea of what I mean by street theatre and psycho-social dramas: Street Theater

Anyway, a couple of years ago, this friend, who has somewhat of a long standing and reoccurring drug habit, began to comment to me while also claiming to be high on drugs, that he thought people were following him and that people were leaving children's clothing catalogues outside his front door, that he thought his house was bugged. Weird stuff like that which smacked of the very same sorts of surveillance and street theater activity I had witnessed several years prior.

I say, 'weird stuff like that' because here was a fellow, who along with a parent, had been continuously updated by me on my circumstances over a year previous.

From regular visits discussing my legal efforts, to letters describing the same, they both were no strangers to the facts of my own circumstances and as mentioned, I had it on faith from others that they were acting as information gatherers of a sort in service to the investigation.

So, long story short, he seemed to be pretending to be experiencing the same sort of dramas I had written about for years and regarding myself.

Flash forward a couple years:

Just in the past month or so, as I again got wind that certain actions might be taken as an effort to land me in a controlled environment of some kind (family credit card fraud, etc.), this particular friend had another Big Drug Relapse(tm) and again started claiming he was experiencing the same sorts of things I made claims to have experienced many years before.

Just recently called and said something to the effect of: "I think I might be in trouble. I looked at some porn on the Internet that I’m not sure was legal or not. The links just said, 'young girls,' and I just clicked it ... I don't know if they were real or not but I may be in trouble."

I dismissed it immediately because the whole conversation seemed a bit staged.

He then went on to tell me his mother thinks he's paranoid schizophrenic (is there a pattern emerging here or what?); and then went on to berate me that my legal efforts and especially my rather frank comment that I believed he had acted as an informant to the investigation were all just delusions and then hung up on me.

Anyway, his comments about porn and what not smack quite heavily of my own discussions with community leaders early on, some five or six years ago. You can read about such meetings and why they took place in this section of Fact vs. Fantasy

Again, as with the much earlier claims of his, regarding surveillance and supposedly people playing out street theater operations around him, again this was an uncannily similar set of dialogues and supposed experiences on his part which near identically mirrored my own of many years previous.

Now, the latest, is that he's supposedly involved in some sort of gangland style gun-toting drug crowd and has just recently, and reportedly, suffered an accidental gunshot wound to the scrotum. That’s right, to the scrotum.

I don't know about the gunshot thing, short of making him show me his privates, there's no way to really say if it's just a ruse or not, but I do know this: if a gun were ever planted on my person or property as an effort to incriminate me around circumstances which would appear possibly injurious to myself or others, then this friend having experienced similar circumstances recent to my own incrimination would certainly make dialogue among our respective families rather convenient.

Read on for more of why that would be a rather convenient coincidence...

If true, then why?

So, why would this friend who I know has acted as an informant to the investigation be doing this? How would this serve the investigation if any given set up attempt were successful against me?

First, my hypothesis is that should some action against me take place and were I to be then relegated to the confines of some environment under the jurisdiction of the legal system (half-way house, drug rehab, etc.) then this person might suddenly and quite conveniently appear in such confines with me (or not, but the experiences being similar would still be important)

The point being, he could then go on to claim he'd been experiencing identical or even merely similar circumstances.

At which point, we'd all have a nice little pre-established course into the discussion of certain topics of interest to the investigators and their desire to direct the course of whatever would transpire in the way of therapy, etc. after any given set up attempt might prove successful.

Also, his parent figure could then be brought in to discuss with my parent figures how uncannily similar their dear son's circumstances are ... and, "isn't it great that they have such a long standing friendship as a basis for the long road to 'getting well' " ... or, ... "isn't this paranoia thing amazing and terrible? That these two could actually think these things are real?" ... or, better yet ... "they've both been fighting this addiction problem for so long, and now this"

The point being of course, to further compound and generate the image of mental illness (even though this friend and his parent are wholly aware of the investigation against me).

But why would they do such a thing? I mean, why would long term personal friends of mine participate in a ruse so grossly manipulative?

First, I sincerely believe this friend and his parent feel I would be happier with a different lifestyle. That after a few months of discussions and/or therapy I could be made to believe doing something other than the political work I’m currently involved in would be more fitting to my personal loves and skill sets.

Secondly, they very well may have been made to believe many of the lies pushed by the investigators over the years: that I’m obsessed with ex girlfriends, that I stalk, that I’m a potential future offender of some kind, or any other sorts of gross fabrications developed by the (indeed, truly obsessed) leaders of the investigation.

That being the case, it's easy to justify personal involvement in violations of a person's privacy and dignity, all the way up to forcing a person into a legally controlled set of sentencing circumstances if those participating can truly be made to believe that, "it's in his best interest. Nothing will be hurt but his pride. And in the end ... and after a lot of work on himself, he'll see it as a blessing in disguise. "


Anyway, for the record, I don't do drugs and nor do I suffer from any other form of addictive behavior that could be called injurious to my person.

I’m not a fan of guns.

Nor do I, as my misguided friend claimed recently to have been doing himself, find myself ever looking at or involving myself with inappropriate pornographic material online. I watched the Paris Hilton sex video, that's about the extent of such things, and for that I’m certainly not ashamed (it actually got me a bit hot and bothered!).

The reality is that my days are, as mentioned briefly here and elsewhere, spent organizing with a certain political action committee with the Democratic Party. I’ve done this for five years and will be doing it for the foreseeable future.


this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website,; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.



Wednesday, April 25, 2007

12 Steppers Freak Out

beer rocks. i drink it all the time. always with an eye towards personal responsibility, always slowly ... but on a fairly regular basis.

i am, in fact, in the planning stages of preparing to make my own ale.

these are fairly new developments, ... drinking of beer and making the same. i've not always been able to enjoy such luxuries.

prior to publishing, and for, literally three years, i consumed about a single beer every six months. i felt it unsafe to consume alcohol more regularly than that.

this was due to my acute knowledge that many of the participants acting as informants to the investigation had been culled from my long term social connections with the houston alcoholics anonymous scene (i'll write more about that later) and that the intention was to build a fictitious image of myself as having a "drinking problem."

my strict adherence to near complete abstinance was also due to my acute knowledge that the investigators desired an end to the investigation that seemed to indicate my suffering from memory loss and/or behavior not totally under my conscious control (this being important for legal mandate of long term psychiatric evaluation.)

furthermore, i knew the investigation desires an absolutely or even somewhat controlled environment from which to be able to launch further psycho-social investigations; being relegated to a court ordered series of 'meetings' or otherwise structured activity related to substance abuse recovery would be perfect insofar as acheiving such a goal.

12 Step Insanity

which brings me back to beer.

like i said, i'm a big fan of ale. i'll remain such.

in the interest of entertaining the possibility of this activity being used against me, however ... i'll just say this:

in no way does my moderate consumption of ale impinge on my daily duties and or passions. i would not allow it to do such. my daily life and loves are far too important. i mean work, relationships, study and ... did i say work?

otherwise, and regarding the possible negative impacts of regular consumption of alchohol ... having a 1" spare tire around my waste is a consequence i can live with.

that last bit is sort of funny but also a good example of the skewed thinking of certain persons associated with 12 step programs; i can just imagine some of my more fanatical AA friends saying something like:

"Since you said you were going to start a serious exercise and work-out program last january and you still haven't, now that it's March, ... well, I think that means your an addict and your life is uncontrollable."

or something crazy like that.

when the fact is ... in such a case ... it's simply a choice to do something or not ... regardless of previous claims.

that's actually a scenario drawn from a real and current relationship with a certain friend from those old social circles, and i think my projection of possibilities is sort of on point.

such persons live in a world of issues and "ism's", something i feel the whole 12 step and recovery scene is harmful for generating in persons (even approaching condemnable); i mean, this idea that every personal activity must be viewed through some prism of possible 'issues'. so often, among certain of my past personal friends, i've seen this devolve into the literal inability to do anything sensually pleasurable without some sort of intense follow up discussion or analysis to determine whether or not they had 'acted out,' or compromised their 'program,' or otherwise had done something self-abusive.

literally, i've seen 12 step fanatics so involve themselves in that world of issues and disease, that they simply can no longer have fun without questioning whether that fun was actually something horrible and subconsciously working to destroy them.

i'd name names ... but i could be held legally accountable.

anyway, regarding that above example regarding personal fitness, i'm actually in damn good shape, BTW ... just not as ripped as brad pitt ... so there's always room for improvement.

getting a little playful there, but the serious side of things is that the investigation truly does intend to use this regular practice of alcohol consumption against me.

my personal defense is articles like this which have as a goal first, to state publically the relative breadth of such habits ... and two, to also regularly let the investigators know that they may not dictate my personal decision making, by continuing in such enjoyable habits.

otherwise ...

as far as my own encounter with AA, it occurred at the age of 17 when i checked myself into rehab due to a terrifying and powerful addiction to cocaine ... as it turns out, it was the best thing i ever did for myself.

i spent 7 years associating with the AA scene; i went to college, fell in love with literature and computers and at a certain point ... decided to remove myself from the AA lifestyle.

my personal belief is that drug addiction, and harmful consumption of alcohol is not something that should be relegated to the domain of biological disease; it's simply not scientific.

yet this is not to be a treatise or defense of the practice of having a beer or two on a regular, daily basis and so therefore i digress ...

i author this particular text out of the need to publicly reiterate my awareness of the investigators desire to utilize this fact, that i am a regular consumer of alcohol, as a means of obtaining their myriad objectives ... primarily the relegation of my personal life to an environment more conducive to their control.

the easy thing, of course, would simply be to not drink beer. and i've considered this, but feel it's quite the cop-out on my part as, in truth and unless manipulated by the investigators, it is not a harmful element of my daily life.

besides, from 8pm to 11pm, when i'm either reading, writing or listening to music ... there really is nothing finer than having a couple beers before crashing. it's something i'd suggest to anyone, as long as one knows one's limits and as long as one does not forgo the more important facets of one's life.

this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website,; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.



Monday, April 23, 2007

New Contract Web Work

Any time I decide to take on the (very rare) occasional web design project, I tend to shout the fact from the proverbial rooftops.

The investigation against myself which describes, has an absolute objective of incriminating me around issues of computer use, so contract web work is a highly vulnerable option for me ... at least regarding the possibilities of wrongful incrimination. I could almost be considered an idiot for even chancing it ... but I just like the work so much ... and the pay is good. So, I occasionally do a job and cross my fingers.

When seeing to the development of a web site development project, the developer is privy to the most intimate of user security details related to any given clients hosting server, FTP login information, etc. Therefore, it's a somewhat delicate situation for any client when considering who to work with.

So, as a matter of personal protection and in the interest of preempting any sort of nefarious activity that might be generated around this certain clients website server, I'm not only publishing this brief blog article, but will be briefly meeting with a couple different personal witnesses and family members simply to discuss the upcoming job.

this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website,; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.



Saturday, April 21, 2007

Someone Likes the Audio...

as i've mentioned, i am beginning the process of transcribing the entire text content of my main website,, into audio format; each recording will be archived to the Internet Archive.

anyway, just now, i finished recording three more sections of the section under the main tab entitled, 'The Investigation,' ...

and just several minutes after i had posted these three new sections, ... the site's interface showed that some user had *downloaded* them.



visit audio files

this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website,; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.



Friday, April 20, 2007

Not Going Postal

the title is supposed to be humorous...

but also a bit polemical in a since that it brings to fore the oft-mentioned desire of the investigators to cast me in some sort of violent or potentially violent light.

this bit about violence and the near mystical claim of certain behavioral science officials that they have methods of predicting violence is of utmost importance to the investigator's goals.

couple such an impression with a simulteaneous indication of being attracted to inappropriately aged women and jeezy-peezy!, the mandated psychiatric evaluation would sure need to be thorough!

i'm trying to treat very serious material with a humorous slant, so please excuse ... but the bottom line is this: to get legal mandate of any kind, be it for forced psychiatric evaluations or otherwise ... the investigation absolutely MUST create a circumstance in my life which then gives cause for a 'professional' of some kind to Officially(tm) say: "he is potentially a harm to himself or others"

those are the magic words; those words are the keys to the proverbial kingdom.

without those words, uttered by a psychiatric professional, whispered into the ear of a judge or jury, the investigation has nothing when it comes to the ultimate goal of forcing the investigation's end along lines that place me into the jurisdiction of the legal system.

therefore, ... thought i'd just say, and especially considering the amount of very real and literal duress that has been brought on by the investigation over the years, my solution to this problem is one based on reason, writing and always whatever available legal and civil actions i might employ.

it's a well known fact that person's who have been horribly mistreated, especially if devoid of any real emotional and spiritual foundation ... can and do act out. some times these outbursts are violent (think recent school shootings for instance), sometimes they are not.

personally, though at times i have likened my situation to torture of a sort and though the circumstances have, at times, been unbelievably violent towards me, i still insist that the only way to address the matter is via reason and regular legal action.

in popular cases involving violent behavior, we often hear from the investigators, after a crime has already been committed, things of this order: "We should have payed more attention to the warning signs," or, this: "Others had tried to let officials know they were worried about his/her behavior, but nothing ever came of it because what they reported wasn't serious enough," and the list goes on.

personally, i've written at length of the investigators ongoing attempts to build a string of such indicators that could be pointed back to once some successful incrimination is played out: from creating the illusion of so-called 'infantile aggressive' episodes, to the planting of evidence which, in retrospect would seem to indicate gender confusion.

there is a growing trend among psychiatric and neurological professionals which is slowly attempting to orient those respective fields in a collaborative race towards the holy grail of behavioral science: predicting human behavior.

related to my own circumstances, as described at my main site, ... i can only imagine that such topics might be viewed as professionally glamorous or desirable among forensic psychiatry professionals as subject matter for their ongoing work.

how this factors into the investigation against me, and as written about before: the investigators feel they can apply this sort of methodology to myself and very much wish an end to the investigation that allows them unrestrained mandate in seeing to their professional curiosity.

a certain person, a long time personal friend who has periodically given me knowledge of her awareness of the investigators goals has even gone so far as to say that her opinion in this case was that 'the therapists needed a therapist.' that's a direct quote, by the way.

her point was that a near obsessive quality had overtaken certain of the persons involved in the behavioral science (forensic psychiatrists, etc.) grouping and that was why the tactics of wrongful incrimination and covert druggings had been employed. that this was the only way the specialists acting as participants in the investigation could gain the accolades they felt necessary to justify their years of effort.

in other words, whether the claims of my behavior were true or not, they had already made up their minds to make the claims appear true, return on an investment and all that. and the only way to do that, considering the rather benign character of my daily social life, is through wrongful incrimination.


and no. i'm not schizophrenic.

just aware.


this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website,; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.




As I've mentioned in another article, I've recently been required to assist my father with his personal business in Galena Park, Texas. This is temporary, part time work, three days a week, to help him cover his workload since one of his primary employees was recently injured while on the job.

Having been involved in this exceptional workload over the past few weeks and spending more time in that particular neighborhood, I've recently decided it wouldn't hurt to give a brief recap of the uniquely active role that his personal social circles have played in many of the past actions against my person (both physically and socially) which have been utilized as /tactics/ of the investigation (the occasional rogue vigilante group not withstanding of course).

Furthermore, this article means to highlight and emphasize the role that the local authorities (namely, Houston Police) have played as a collaborative element alongside the FBI, in the past and ongoing investigation of myself as a person of interest.

This collaborative role of the local police assisting with and participating in conjunction with a federal investigation is important to note for a couple of reasons: first, my father's closest immediate and lifelong friends are members, respectively, of two distinct federal and local law enforcement entities, the federal secret service and houston police department and collaborative members from within both entities would be quite easy to come by; secondly, the general mode of operation involving a federal entity such as the FBI and in regards to very long winded investigations, is to, as a matter of course, distribute the workload among other local authorities simply due to reasons of man power and work hours.

This article will specifically address the above mentioned social circles and especially the much hyped and pervasively propagated rumors of pedophilia and/or otherwise sexual dysfunction that have been sewn throughout these social circles as well as others in the Houston area.

Child Adult Restraint Education (C.A.R.E.)

Around early 2002 or so, I was working full time at my father's company; this was the time-frame that was rife with the most direct and traumatic actions against my person; primary among these actions, some physical and some social, were covert druggings and truly socially debilitating rumor and slander campaigns.

Regarding the latter mentioned form of harassment, forced community-wide distribution of rumors testifying to my involvement or supposed proclivity to pedophilia (or even more generally, that I was a stalker or predator) was a particularly disastrous tool used by the investigators.

This rumor/slander was pushed into every social circle I had at the time and each was similarly infected in the way of quite slowly ostracizing me from their ranks ... or else, even worse than ostracization, many of these traditional friends were so convinced by the investigators that the rumors were true, that they very willingly became active participants in the network of informants and 'data-gatherers' employed by the investigation.

This was somewhat of an excruciating period; from my traditional surfing community friends, to my, literally, near life long friends, just about all were in some way incorporated into the efforts against me and I can assume, all the while were made to believe that the actions, ultimately, were 'for my own good.'

Again, I can't emphasize the amount of mental/emotional duress that was brought on by witnessing these processes firsthand and all the while not being able to address the claims or make the actions real to a single personal confidant (that would come later, thankfully).

It was around this above mentioned time that, while working one day at my father's company, I noticed there had been a new billboard installed directly across the street from his business. It was a quarter-sized billboard and not one of the standard, huge ones one can see lining our national freeways ... but it's impact on my mental state was no less effective.

The billboards main letters read: "C.A.R.E", a very prominent four letter acronym that dominated the billboards main content space. A closer inspection, upon leaving the parking lot that same day yielded the details of exactly what C.A.R.E, supposedly, was. According to the sub text of the billboard, C.A.R.E stood for "Child Adult Restraint Education", a program sponsored by the Houston Sheriff's Department which needed no further sub text to explain that it was some sort of rehabilitation program for pedophiles and/or sexual offenders.

I couldn't believe it.

Most persons, at least here in the southern U.S., are familiar with the D.A.R.E program which is used as a recovery program for violent and drug offenders. This billboard was unmistakably playing upon this other, very popular sheriff's department program and I knew immediately that the installation of the billboard was a part of the harassment campaign against myself.

Now, near 5 years later, I'm even more convinced that the billboard had been meant for me personally; also, i am convinced that the goal was to eventually incriminate me and introduce me to this mysteriously (so far) non-existent, C.A.R.E rehab process.

I'm more sure of these things now due to a couple of different reasons:

Around two months after the billboard went up was when the first of my long time friends came forward and confided in me their awareness of and participation in the investigation; they did this based on a genuine concern for how out of bounds the investigation had progressed and for the very real reason that I had truly been put at major risk by the past PCP overdose and other covert druggings. Furthermore, around the same time, I began a very disciplined and monthly update process with a select few legal witnesses that I had chosen as confidants as first step towards making my experiences and concerns legally public; this involved occasional face to face dialogue as well as letters carbon copied to each witness. Very shortly after these few key actions on my part, the billboard was suddenly taken down (it remained public and visible for about 1 month only).

I have searched the internet and asked members of the sheriff's department where I might find information regarding this so called C.A.R.E program and nobody thus far has been able to point me towards any information and nor have they heard any mention of it. The internet offers absolutely no responsive links either via thorough searching. So if this was an actual program sponsored by the sheriff's department and one prevalent enough to warrant a small billboard, then how come nobody at the sheriff's department knows about it? Funny stuff, huh?


My next step, simply because I've got the time and means to properly see to some of these past leads, is to actually write a letter to the sheriff's department or otherwise personally visit the office of my local sheriff's department to see if I can find any information on this program.

So far, other than the billboard installed across from my work location, I've found no evidence that such a program exists.

"Child Adult Restraint Education," for pete's sake! Sweet lord. For all I know, I was going to be it's first real participant!

this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website,; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.



Tuesday, April 17, 2007

More Audio coming ...

today i've started what will be somewhat of a lengthy process ... the transcribing of all content at my main website,, into .mp3 audio format that users can download.

my reason for this is simply disaster preparedness.

if any wrongful incrimination of myself occurs, especially if involving use of computers or the internet, then obviously the first action taken by authorities would be a court mandate limiting or removing my right to use the internet; this would undoubtedly involve a forfeiture of my personal domain and website.

therefore, my objective is to publish each section, read verbally by myself and titled accordingly, to the Internet Archive Public Audio Repository. see the link if you care to read more about this amazing project created as, literally, an attempt to archive the entire internet. it's damn cool.

anyway, once published, my categorized audio files will be available simply by typing in 'jbhfile' at the main Internet Archive search engine.

so far, i've completed the audio recording of one of the most important pages in, the Brief Introduction of Purpose page, which gives a very brief historical overview of why the website exists and what it's purpose is.


in the future, if you desire to listen to any of the published audio, simply browse to and, using the search slot at the top of the page, input 'jbhfile' and then hit [enter] or use the 'go' button next to the slot. this will return all audio files associated with

this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website,; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.



Monday, April 16, 2007

DOJ Appeal: Reply Recieved

today i recieved word from the department of justice regarding my most recent administrative appeal; according to the letter, this particular appeal, which has been nearly a full year in process, is still operating under back logged conditions.

briefly, an administrative appeal is the means via which a citizen can legally contest the findings of a previous request to a federal agency made under the freedom of information and privacy act (FOIPA); it's a means of, at least somewhat and in principle, referring the matter to said federal agencies 'higher authority.'

in the past, since i've made many requests under FOIPA, my administrative appeals have always been handled very promptly, usually within a month or two; therefore, this particular appeal process is somewhat exceptional.

my intention is to do the necessary research over the next week to find out if there are imposed time limits on administrative appeals; for initiating requests made under FOIPA, there are indeed very clearly specified time limits for the specific agency to work within, yet for this secondary administrative appeal process ... i'm not sure.

here's a scan of the just recieved letter:



for more reading on my general legal processes over the past 4 years, please see the Legal Processes section at my main website,

this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website,; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.



Saturday, April 14, 2007

Audio: Witness Meetings

as i've been hinting of late, my concern is that should a computer related wrongful incrimination attempt against me prove successful, then this would most likely result in a court mandate that i forfeit my domain name (; this, of course, would be the investigations means of neatly undoing my main and only defense against such actions.

therefore, as well as this ongoing, semi-daily blog ... as a supplement to the information made available via, i am now beginning a process of publishing all regular witness meetings (audio recordings) to the internet archive project, where, for posterity and even if is brought down, i'll at least have a rough and chronological record of my legal efforts.

just today, i met with one of my witnesses and have already posted the related audio file to the internet archive website; follow the link, if you care to listen.

listen now: Witness Meeting 4/14/07

otherwise, if you care to read more about why i've involved personal witnesses over the years, feel free to check out my main site.

i'll post updates here as soon as i add more audio to the internet archive site.


this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website,; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.



Thursday, April 12, 2007 porn links?

just yesterday i discovered some wierd data in the site log file; apparently, and according to my own review of the log data as well as a follow up by my domain server's security staff ... there is a certain lesbian porn site linking to!

pretty cool, huh?

considering the content that makes public, such an instance of log file data is quite intriguing (if not a bit suspect as merely external goading and if not a bit fun to research the details of).

for the record, and after thoroughly considering the subject matter that i present in, any indication that said domain is being used for anything even remotely pornographic should be immediately suspect.

the particular detail in the log file, strangely enough, was listed by my analysis tools as a broken link within my own site; however, after discussing the matter with the security personel at my hosting provider we have determined that it was a link *to* my site and *from* another site.

here's the log file data in question:

2007-04-11 03:52:50 W3SVC5583 WEB10 GET /art_03.06.07_dialogue.sht= - 80 - HTTP/1.0 Mozilla/4.0+(compatible;+MSIE+6.0;+Windows+NT+5.1) - 404 0 2 1220 415 343


and here's how my analysis software treated it:

as mentioned, certainly a site *selling* lesbian porn clips is not linking to, i'd assume so anyway; and, since i'm not of the mind to go browsing the site for the particular link, my conclusion is that it's an external goading attempt or an otherwise random freak of internet log file data.

if a goading attempt, it's easily explained technically ...

anyway, it would be pretty cool to be directly linked to from that site ... i did have a look at the entry page and must say was rather tempted to stay and peruse a bit.

but since i'm not real interested in ever purchasing anything online of a pornographic nature (see the Affirmations page at ...

and since i strictly adhere to a saturday-night-only porn viewing regimine (jk!) ... i decided to not delve any deeper than the entry page.


this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website,; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.



Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Just Back from Austin

just got back from a two day business trip to austin.

as a matter of course, the political organization i work for frequently visits the state capital in order to benefit from it's somewhat more diverse citizen-base (that is, compared to Houston).

as is usually the case, we stayed at a certain supporter's home whose computer equipment and net connection is central to our regular communications with the houston office when on such deployments.

i'll just casually reiterate here that i keep track of all such instances of computer usage which involve other person's computers and network connections; the general (desired, anyway) tack of the investigation against me has several fundamental goals insofar as eventual criminal charges are concerned and computer crime would have to be the most predominant, specifically computer crime which would carry with it a sentence restricting my right to use computers and the internet.

therefore, i record this somewhat uneventful business trip in my blog as well as the rather mundane and regular computer use associated with it.

furthermore, i keep a chronological table of all such external computer use instances at my main website in the 'Computers and the Internet' section.


otherwise, the trip was fun. austin tx, if you haven't been there, really is a one of the kind place with smart, politically minded folks on every street corner ... there's also Freaks-'o-Plenty ... and this just adds to the fun.

insofar as the investigation tactics i've written so extensively about, i've seen several instances of such activity while on past business trips to austin but none for this last journey.

most such activity has included the obvious street theatre type psycho-social/exploratory dialogues (considering the public nature of our political work) and on one occasion actions a bit more invasive and physical ... neither of which, compared to past published similar events really warranted publishing and so i've never felt compelled to share the details.

anyway ... since my prerogative is to work solely from our houston area headquarters, my trips to austin are rather infrequent. but for the record, and cause i need the content, just thought i'd publish news of this latest journey.

this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website,; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.



Friday, April 6, 2007

NeuroFantasy: Predicting Violence

something i've not written much about ... either at my main website or on this blog ... is the known assumption on the part of the behavioral science end of the investigation, that i fit the bill for some sort of therapeutic or even neurological analysis' to determine the likelihood of future violent behavior.

this was made evident enough during some of the more oppressive street theatre operations back in the early 2002 timeframe where i would repeatedly find myself witness to social dramas hinting at all sorts of nefarious criminality ... dialogue purporting to possible homicide, dialogue indicating supposed necrophiliac fantasies, etc.

in my main website,, i go into great detail describing these early days of being aware of investigative scrutiny and as well my fleeting attempts at seeking aid from community members; it was during this brief period of seeking aid and while in the confines of various of these efforts (shelters, hospitals, etc.) that i saw the most intense and regular psycho-social skits being played out.

now, of course, i have the definite word of others who have been involved in the investigation that this aspect of the psychological investigation is present and is still hallmark to the investigators goals ... especially considering the desired trajectory my eventual 'treatment' or 'alternative sentencing' should take once any given set up attempt should be successful.

an easy chronological indication could go as such.

  1. i am set up for something indicating computer crime, with an angle towards sexual dysfunction, with an angle towards memory or neurological dysfunction, with an angle towards mental illness, with substance abuse issues thrown in for good measure.

  2. judge rules out incarceration, mandates specified period of time for mental/neurological treatement.

  3. i'm then relegated to a new home environment, relegated to daily therapeutic solutions, required to find new employment or no employment.

  4. once in an environment more influenced by the investigation's participants, then further fabrications of circumstance are devised, various drugs may be employed under particular circumstances to cause seemingly inappropriate physical/biological responses (unexplained sexual arousal, etc.), more staged scenarios to further compound the impression of memory dysfunction, etc. these fabrications are then used to argue for neurological study (PET scans, CAT scans, brain topography, etc.)

sounds a bit over the top, huh?

i agree, which is exactly why these sorts of operations generally will work on the unwitting subject.

it's the same principle that drove hitler's psychological operation on the 'good germans' prior to world war II.

the idea? commit acts so horrible, so unbelievably preposterous, that 'no reasoning human being' would ever believe another person capable of such deeds.

perhaps i'll be able to refer back to this blog entry some day and say, "i told you so." but, for now, lets hope not.


anyway, in the spirit of exploration, here's a few words from a good article discussing the questionable practice of making behavioral assesments from unproven methods in the field of psychiatry and especially neuroscience:

"The attempt to link unconscious bias to actual acts of discrimination may be dubious. But are there other ways to look inside the brain and make predictions about an individual’s future behavior? And if so, should those discoveries be employed to make us safer? Efforts to use science to predict criminal behavior have a disreputable history. In the 19th century, the Italian criminologist Cesare Lombroso championed a theory of “biological criminality,” which held that criminals could be identified by physical characteristics, like large jaws or bushy eyebrows. Nevertheless, neuroscientists are trying to find the factors in the brain associated with violence. PET scans of convicted murderers were first studied in the late 1980s by Adrian Raine, a professor of psychology at the University of Southern California; he found that their prefrontal cortexes, areas associated with inhibition, had reduced glucose metabolism and suggested that this might be responsible for their violent behavior. In a later study, Raine found that subjects who received a diagnosis of antisocial personality disorder, which correlates with violent behavior, had 11 percent less gray matter in their prefrontal cortexes than control groups of healthy subjects and substance abusers. His current research uses f.M.R.I.’s to study moral decision-making in psychopaths.

Neuroscience, it seems, points two ways: it can absolve individuals of responsibility for acts they’ve committed, but it can also place individuals in jeopardy for acts they haven’t committed — but might someday. “This opens up a Pandora’s box in civilized society that I’m willing to fight against,” says Helen S. Mayberg, a professor of psychiatry, behavioral sciences and neurology at Emory University School of Medicine ...

... As the new technologies proliferate, even the neurolaw experts themselves have only begun to think about the questions that lie ahead. Can the police get a search warrant for someone’s brain? Should the Fourth Amendment protect our minds in the same way that it protects our houses? Can courts order tests of suspects’ memories to determine whether they are gang members or police informers, or would this violate the Fifth Amendment’s ban on compulsory self-incrimination? Would punishing people for their thoughts rather than for their actions violate the Eighth Amendment’s ban on cruel and unusual punishment? However astonishing our machines may become, they cannot tell us how to answer these perplexing questions. We must instead look to our own powers of reasoning and intuition, relatively primitive as they may be. As Stephen Morse puts it, neuroscience itself can never identify the mysterious point at which people should be excused from responsibility for their actions because they are not able, in some sense, to control themselves. That question, he suggests, is “moral and ultimately legal,” and it must be answered not in laboratories but in courtrooms and legislatures. In other words, we must answer it ourselves."

-- from, "The Brain on the Stand" (NYT)

You can read the entire article, HERE.

this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website,; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.



Thursday, April 5, 2007

Against Biological Psychiatry

for many years, and specifically on the back of my own personal experiences around the investigation that makes public, i've written quite publicly about my own abhorrence of the popular notion that psychiatry is a field which should be bounded by the notion that mental illnesses, whatever the type, should necessarily have biological explanations.

i mean, specifically biological explanations as opposed to the more likely cultural, circumstancial sorts of social explanations.

in my own instance, the so called 'mental illnesses' are in fact totally non existent and merely generated by an investigative group (and it's accompanying community/social cohorts) which desire an investigation to proceed upon a specific course and ending. but yet, in the early days of my circumstances, i did, if ever so carefully, entertain the notions and advices of certain professionals in the field of psychiatry.

across the board, i found that at the slightest mention of distress in my life (much less the truth, that i was being surveilled to the point of oppressive harassment) would result in these so called 'health care providers' whipping out a prescription pad to scribble down some panacea in the form of the latest SSRI or anti-psychotic medication.

this consistent willingness to medicate even the slightest of emotional distress, was horribly suspect to me and my participation in their suggestions terminated rather shortly after it had begun.

the greater motivation in my own case of course, was that i knew my claims were totally true, totally well founded and that no amount of therapy or medications would or could make it otherwise; truth cannot be medicated into unreality or the realm of delusion.

anyway, ...

following those early experiences, perhaps around the early 2002 time frame, i began a serious process of investigating popular psychiatry and especially those within the field of psychiatry who had come out against their own discipline; these 'whistleblowers' of a sort who had come out publicly based wholly on conscience and their own concern for the terrible and damaging trajectory that they were observing the field of psychiatry taking.

one such person whose writings i feel are important, is David Kaiser, a practicing psychiatrist who has made quite a public rant regarding his views on the notion of biological origins to emotional illnesses.

here's a bit from one of his papers:

"This is a culture increasingly obsessed with medical science and medical health as a sign of virtue. It is not surprising that our psychic ills would be pulled into this dominant medical discourse, essentially medicalizing our specific forms of psychic pain. It seems to me that modern psychiatry, in step with a culture which created it, assumes any suffering to be unequivocally bad, an impediment to the "good life" of progress, productivity and progress. It is now almost heresy in psychiatry to say that perhaps suffering can teach us something, deepen our experience, or point us to different possibilities.

Now, if you are depressed or anxious, it has no real meaning, because as a biologic illness similar to say diabetes, it is separate from the world of meaning and merely is. Now any thoughtful person knows that something as fundamental as depression has meanings such as loss, facing mortality, unlived desires, lack of power or control, etc., and that these meanings will continue to exist even if Prozac makes us feel better. There is much more to life than feeling better or living without pain, and only a superficial and pathologic culture would need to deny this. Yet conclusions such as "depression is a chemical imbalance" are created out of nothing more than semantics and the wishful thinking of scientist/psychiatrists and a public who will believe anything now that has the stamp of approval of medical science."

-- from Against Biologic Psychiatry by David Kaiser, M.D.


if you care to read the entire article, and i suggest you do ... follow the link at the end of the above quoted text.

also, here's the same text re-printed at the 'Psychiatric Times' website: LINK


this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website,; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.



Wednesday, April 4, 2007

JBH: A Youtube series?

youtube seems to be all the rage today; people setting themselves on fire, off the cuff movie reviews or camel spiders fighting scorpions ... youtube presents just about every sort of video content imaginable.

anyway, since of my main concern of late has been that if any investigation-related nastiness should occur, and especially if such nastiness included purported computer crime on my part, then assuredly my main domain and website (and my only real defence against the investigation's tactics, would most likely be forfeit.

i mean to say, and with a shorter sentence: if set up for something involving computers, the subsequent hearings would most likely demand that be removed from public access.

this sort of move would be more about blocking the information made available in more so than it would be about punishing me for some supposedly apparent crime.


anyway, on that note ... and in the spirit of disaster preparedness, i realized just the other day that a decent way to keep things in the public eye would be to do a series of youtube video rants. rants with a purpose of course, rants expressed coherently and frankly, but rants nonetheless.

it would (will) be ... 10 to 20 minute video presentations giving a synopsis, from day one of my efforts with the investigation all the way up to present ... all the while indicating the presence of my main domain and website as the place to visit for detailed information on the circumstances.

and of course, considering the somewhat clinical and data-like aspects of my main domain, i'll try and make the youtube bits somewhat entertaining.


just a thought, ... don't know when i'll begin such a thing ...

this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website,; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.



DOJ Appeal: Mailed for Status

As of 3/31/07, I've mailed a second request to the U.S. Department of Justice requesting word on my most recently submitted, and declined, Freedom of Information and Privacy Act submission (FOIPA).

This particular, in process Administrative Appeal was given appeal #06-2093 when first received by the DOJ on 5/15/06.


FYI, if you care to read more about this latest appeal or my legal processes in general related to FOIPA, see the 'Legal Processes' section of my main site,

this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website,; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.



Monday, April 2, 2007

About my current political work

My current, daily political work has been a truly bothersome thorn in the investigation's side (if I may so personify), if only because the majority of the persons that I work with are genuinely trustworthy persons, many of whom have seen through their own legal requests made under FOIPA (Freedom of Information and Privacy Act) and many with long standing and strong ties to the United States intelligence circles.

They are persons who, due to their own experiences and legal efforts realize that the terms 'unlikely' and 'untrue' are far from being synonymous; said plainly, they are persons not easily bought.

My work with this political organization has been one of, if not the most beneficial changes to my daily environment if only for the above stated reasons.

It's an environment where I can work daily with a consistently similar group of persons, the vast majority of which are not under the control of the investigation and that means I can actually work and be involved in an endeavor unstressed by continuous actions against my person.

Furthermore, it's an environment where my actions are visible up to 15 hours a day, by the same regular grouping of my personal friends and co-workers and therefore any strange behaviours, attractions or mentally irregular tendencies are easily noted by others.

Frankly, my circumstances considered ... it's an environment near free from daily manipulations associated with the investigation. And this is a good thing.

Also, not only do I work 12 hours a day with said persons, but I as well share a three bedroom house with two specific members. Again, insofar as home invasions and manipulations of personal space, this is yet again a particularly bothersome fact to the investigation as, generally, there is usually at least one of us home at the house.

Therefore, some sort of legal mandate dictating my employ at some other locale would neatly open the playing field for increased and regular manipulations of my life to further buttress the long standing effort to build an image of myself as mentally ill.

Harris Tire - Forced Future Employment

The above comments considered regarding the question of mental illness. I feel it important to reiterate that according to direct conversation with others and especially considering what I've seen in the way of past unsuccessful incrimination attempts, the social circles related to my father's long standing personal business in Galena Park, TX have been the most important in supporting this claim of mental illness on my part.

These are the persons who, literally, were giving my father step by step instructions for how I could sign up to be a ward of the state or otherwise a registered mentally ill person (free meds and everything!) here in Texas; I of course declined to go through such a process.

As I've stated in, the investigators being able to make the mental illness label stick is ABSOLUTELY essential for the investigation to realize it's ultimate goals, including court mandated participation in psychiatric studies.

As per certain conversations I've had recently, and considering the recent fraudulent charges applied to my father's credit card account, it's come to my attention that the ultimate goal of the investigators is to 'shape the charge,' so to speak, towards an event that would land me back under full time employment at his business, Harris Tire.

This is important solely because the necessary work has already been done in the way of forming a very solid operative base around his social circles and once forced to work (possibly live) in that area, then all sorts of further fabrications could take root and be easily realized.

Furthermore, my father is totally unaware of the investigation and has been made to believe that I'm horribly ill or schizophrenic for thinking the investigation exists.

Again, as mentioned, the latest frenzy of activity around the Harris Tire social circles has been agitated by my working 2 days a week for him in an attempt to assist him with a recent employee loss. This is a temporary arrangement and one which I am already beginning to phase out of my weekly routine, but it has given the investigators cause to initiate a variety of possible set up attempts (like the proverbial child's hand which must reach for the candy ... they just can't resist).

Isolating me withing this environment is important as, my father, via direct dialogue with his closest friends, has been absolutely convinced that I'm horribly ill for believing that an investigation of myself exists; in other words, his best and life long friends, many who are members of local and federal law enforcement have continuously supported and somewhat fiercely promoted the notion that I am delusional. These are, of course, local houston police and federal law enforcement families, by the way. Just worth mentioning again ...

According to my conversations with others, the means of arguing for my being committed to his employment (sounds weird, I know) would be the following:

  1. Most likely, an incrimination attempt would involve some personal financial account of his own; judge would say, "It'd do you good paying back some of those deeds with some nice hard work for him" ... or, "since he's clearly so unstable that he can't even remember or own the fact that he committed a crime, the best place for him would be with a family member."

  2. Prosecution would argue that since I owe him money, that it'd only make sense that I assist him full time until that debt is payed (which wouldn't be long as it's only about 700.00 dollars or so!).

The bottom line is that if forced back into that environment, I would have no control over the probable increase of fabricated events which would have as a basis the continued effort to make me look mentally ill.

As I said at the start of this article, my appearing mentally ill is absolutely a must for the investigators and when considering their ultimate goal of unrestrained license to commit me to long term psychiatric evaluation; long term psychiatric evaluations due, simply, to the fact that those behind the investigation are simply curious ... not because of any aberrance of behavior on my part.

Don't get me wrong, I love dear old dad and I truly know he is completely unaware of the turnings of this investigation of myself ... even the existence of the same; and I do occasionally like helping him out here and there, but that work, which I did full time for him as a teenager, is nothing that I want to do full time; I'm involved in other daily tasks (political work, etc.) which are far more important both for myself and for others as well.

Finally, and this is just as important, isolating me under the employ of my father will neatly require that I sever all ties with my current work assisting with a federal political action committee; this is work I have been involved in for well nigh five years ... and more importantly, it's an environment not easily controlled by the investigation.

this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website,; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading weird stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.



Quoting a friend

"We don't know what exactly he's done. But we know he's done something. And it could only be trouble."

-- a co-worker, describing the particular methodological tack of certain individuals, horrifyingly enough, currently running our nation. i couldn't help but draw parallels.


this post is intended to be supplemental to the facts made public in my main website,; it probably will not make much sense to you if you have not already made yourself aware of the legal and personal efforts discussed in that site. please see for a necessary introduction into why this blog exists. or, if you just like reading wierd stuff, then don't. and, enjoy.



Sunday, April 1, 2007

Gang Stalking and Harrasment

"Whom the Gods would destroy, they first make mad…"

Before these experiences, I had no idea that such things as gang stalking or community watch groups even existed, but suffice it to say, the tactic of gang stalking and the organized actions of community watch groups have been indispensable to the investigators efforts to spread rumors, slander and otherwise cause ongoing emotional duress in my life.

Early on in my awareness of the investigation, these tactics were highly effective and I, at one point, even allowed myself to be pressured into therapy and weird medications simply as a means of trying to cope with what I was observing around me. These sorts of so-called treatments, however, were short lived. I simply refused to accept something as delusional which I personally knew to be factual and true, regardless of my inability to prove it as such.

Suffice it to say, gang stalking and other tactics like it, have as a basis and goal, the eventual nervous break down of its subject.

Gang Stalking

Gang stalking, literally, is an attempt to alter the mental, nervous or emotional state of a target individual; gang stalking, said plainly, is mind control.

See the first essay, Motives for Mind Control, of Allen L. Barkers series on mind control operations, for a more detailed analysis of what mind control is, this as the parent set of operations of which gang stalking is merely a subset or part.

Gang stalking could be defined, loosely, as any action taken by an organized group of individuals to cause intentional emotional duress in another individuals life, with emphasis on the visibility of the organized group as opposed to the invisibility of other types of groups such as covert surveillance groups, etc.

Other terms for this sort of action against a targeted individual have been termed elsewhere, "group stalking" or, as so often these sorts of operations begin at one's workplace, "workplace mobbing".

With gang stalking, the point is to be seen, to let the subject (stalkee) know, beyond any doubt, that he or she is being observed, be it outright following, "mirroring," or any shape and variety of street theatre operation.

From my own experience, this practice against me, especially perpetrated via community watch groups, has been near constant.

For the first two years or so of being the subject of such attention, I was at times quite disturbed by it; however, as I began my legal processes and as I discovered others who were experiencing somewhat similar tactics, my ability to cope and otherwise accept the circumstance as normal, became better and better.

For the most part, the tactics employed have been obvious surveillance teams comprised of consistently the same individuals and street theatre type psychosocial dramas as well as obvious home infiltration and vehicle vandalizing.

Look in the Resources section of to find links to other online resources dealing with gang stalking.

As an aside:

It should be obvious that a group of persons who visibly follow another individual around from place to place, could become a stress factor, especially when the subject of the surveillance, upon trying to explain what he or she is witnessing, is suddenly labeled psychotic or paranoid schizophrenic; after such labels are applied, the gang stalking surveillance is even more effective as, to the subject, it's like a horrendous and continuous twisting of the proverbial knife.

The members of the gang stalking team know that if the victim attempts to seek assistance in dealing with the stress of being the subject of such an operation, he or she will just sink deeper into the quicksand that's being generated under the auspicious headings of clinical paranoid schizophrenia or some other delusional disorder, finding his or herself quite quickly medicated on a number of drugs, which even the doctors and creators of such, cannot measure the actual workings of.

Allen L. Barker, whose writings have been a boon insofar as giving me some confidence in putting a name to these things has likened gang stalking to a rape victim who is made to, on a daily basis, live quietly with her assailant while all the while the rapes continue.

"Every day for the mind control victims, it is like the rape victim who has to go out and interact in the society where her rapist is still at large. The difference is that there is a whole conspiracy of rapists and they rape the victims each and every day."

from Part III: Mental Firewalls, by Allen L. Barker

Street Theatre

Street theatre is really just a subset of those actions that can be carried out by members of gang stalking groups. Like gang stalking, street theatre involves the cooperative participation of a number of organized individuals, yet the point with street theatre is, generally, to measure or observe a subjects physical and emotional responses to any given, generally visual or verbally inputted stimuli or triggers.

As far as the street theatre I have experienced, the vast majority of the dramas have been organized around testing my responses to certain social situations such as how I would react if solicited by an underage person for sex, or how I would react upon seeing a man (supposedly) abusing his girl friend; both such scenarios have been played out before me on a number of occasions throughout the past five years, on some occasions, even witnessed by personal friends who were present at the time. You can read about a few examples of street theatre that I have experienced, here.

Today, I am in no way bothered by the community attention, nor the still frequently occurring gang stalking tactics of visible harassment and street theatre. I've actually come to love picking these occasional ruses out of the otherwise ordinary landscapes of my day (sort of like playing "spot the fed," at old-school 2600 conferences); however, when such attacks are leveled against an individual who, for whatever reasons, can find no "place to stand," so to speak, within what, perceptually, appears to be an ever more insane universe, the results can lead to complete and utter emotional breakdown, even suicide in some cases.

Gang stalking is bad.

Gang stalking has, as a goal, the objective of destroying a persons mental state and it is quite effective at doing this when aimed at the ill informed or the innocent; furthermore, the number one operative base employed in such organized assaults are community watch groups who need only a simple word from some agency such as the FBI or local police to spring into action; especially when it comes to purported cases of possible sexual deviance.

Observed Tactics of Gang Stalkers

During the beginning stages of my awareness of the investigation, when the gang stalking tactics were most visible and, as well, most injurious to my mental state, predominantly, the tactics were those involving constant shadowing, or obvious surveillance while at work at the bank where I was employed and especially around my traditional Montrose haunts in Houston such as coffee houses, book stores and night clubs.

Since discovering information online and otherwise regarding gang stalking, I've been amazed to find out how consistently my observations coincide with much that I've read from other victims, online.

In fact, I think the tactic-model, or desired-result-model, used by random gang stalking operations and those used by official federal and local investigations are probably identical; I specify this as many of the gang stalking victims I have read online seem to have no idea or logical basis upon which to base the main question: Why would this be happening to me?

Whereas, in my case, I know for a fact that the gang stalking tactics and everything else arguably harmful about my past 5 years of experience is wholly tied to my initial employment at a certain financial institution and the FDIC's mission to prevent me from working there. You can read, briefly, of those events and that time, in the intro text to this site.


The dominant tactic used by the stalkers is constant surveillance using the same persons and usually the same cars; this was something that was used to disastrous effect during my employ at the oft-mentioned financial institution, with participants present for nearly the full 24 hours of every day.

This sort of attention, though obviously occurring today at times, is hardly bothersome in the least compared with my reactions in early 2000; I've since learned to gain a bit more understanding and control of the situation and so therefore am not in the least fearful of it's regular manifestations.

Home Invasions

Secondly, another favorite tactic of the gang stalkers has been to use home/car break-ins with some obvious bit of my personal belongings altered in such a way as it would be near impossible for me to miss it.

An example would be a note left on the seat of my car, or throughout any given week, repeatedly entering my home and screwing up the tuning on all of my guitars, both of which have and do, occasionally happen.

The guitar bit was particularly bothersome as I am a daily player and regular songwriter and such a molestation of my equipment could not possibly go unnoticed; of course, regarding this, there are the understandable and naturally occurring factors such as temperature and humidity, but these were ruled out simply because, so often, the strings were left with nearly zero tension; temperature and humidity variations could never pull off such a dexterous bit of movement on guitar pegs.

Vehicle tampering or theft

Furthermore, damaging my vehicle has been another very regular tactic used by the gang stalkers.

I know this, primarily, due to the number of occurrences of such incidents since 2000, versus the number of such incidents that had occurred in my life prior to the year 2000.

Prior to the year 2000, I had never had a car vandalized or broken into.

Not once!

Since the year 2000, and since becoming aware of the gang stalking surveillance and the investigation itself, my car has been broken into, vandalized or burglarized four times.

Four times!

Furthermore, on one occasion, a certain note was retained which left no doubt that the event was related to the investigation. I did not save the note but I did show an immediate family member the morning I found it.

The overall intention of all of the above cited examples and tactics is to wreak havoc on another person's life; the more conflict and trouble and problems, the better.

Harassment Operation Caught on Film

There exists a video, created by one Norma Lawrence, which does more for describing this tactic of neighborhood surveillance than any amount of writing could; what is demonstrated within the video gave me alternating shudders of unease and then delight, as I knew she had captured, so well, exactly the types of organized movements I had so often observed in my own life but to this day have been unable to prove.

Please visit her personal web site at, to view the video and otherwise inform yourself of her story and circumstances.

As far as the authenticity of the video? Is it real? Did she fake it? I don't know and frankly, I could care less.

Real or manufactured (for the record, I lean towards real), either way, it still absolutely nails the task of accurately conveying the strange, almost otherworldly feeling one experiences when seeing these kinds of operations play out around one on a daily basis, especially considering that if you should try and explain to anyone what you are seeing, you'll most likely be called crazy.

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